Sheryl:D

Bye blogger.

2010-05-13T05:41:00.002+08:00

I think i am way tooo lazy t blog here alr.

I'll leave everything like this now, bye bye blogger.

Hallo tumblr. :D

I am feeling very lazyyyyyy.

2010-05-09T11:44:00.002+08:00

Wooo, I think the weather is as confuse as me, cause the one moment hot andthen one moment cold is reallyterrible, and ie seems like the weather cannot decide t be hot or cold. Whatever.

Yesterday, spent my day well! Went t pay my phone debts of $150, and just waslking pass the amk hub t the bus stop can cause me t spend another $100bucks on clothes. I think i am such a money spender really. Later i'm still going out with clarice for lunch and movie and then more shopping with xieyao and ah beee. LOLS.

Anyway, yesterday after all the money spending, went t ECP for cycling but only manage like 1and half hour since the rain keeps come and go. Total sians. And then headed home t bath and went JB for dinner at last mintue notice. Cool shit. Heehee, by the time i reach back home was alr 2.3oam!

And i am feeling very lazy now. I wonder if i should get my ass out of bed alr and prepare myself or should i just continue t laze around.

Hmmm, decison?

Wordy post.

2010-05-07T23:02:00.003+08:00

Alrights, i am really very lazy t upload pictures into blogger.Esp now that i'm using lappy t blog. It do seems very weird. I miss the computer seriously. Using computer everything seems t be easier idk why.

Nvm about that.

Anyway had been bonding almost everyday with my bunch of classmates.And i am getting very bad nowadays, ponning lesson,sleeping during lectures, etc.. Oh man, sheryl where the hell is your self discipline?!

This whole week has been damn dramatic. Seriously so much till it seems a little unbelievable.

I was damn confuse, i make myself like some f**king bitch. I made myself so selfish. I make and hurt a couple of people important t me. I cried like some shit during lectures, i left the lecture room and cried myself out for donno how many times. I told everyone that i was perfectly fine but in the very fact i wasn't and they knew it.

But i've made my choice at the very end, i realize a couple of things as well. And i hope it was a right thing t do.

And i went t brother ORD ceremony with cousin karri and YY cool shiat. :) And overnight at clarice house after that!

And then went on t rachele hse yesterday t prepare for TP CCN DAY though i left early and had a wonderful night i always wanted after that!:D

Today was damn damn tiring just imagine the whole schools of tp all out for CCN DAY. Tiring but till it was fun exprience.

And yeah, i've quit starhub alr. Gonna see how does theron job is like trml, Good luck people.

TIRED.

2010-04-24T23:20:00.001+08:00

TOO TIRED T DO ANYTHING NOW.

I WANNA SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP. GOODNESS WHY IS WORKING SO BRAIN CELLS KILLING AND TIRING?!

Bond more!

2010-04-22T21:22:00.002+08:00

I love my classmates alot! I hate my lessons though..

Love the weekdays, hate the weekends though..

Though school seems alittle different now, but it's even exciting. With all my new bunch of classmates, it makes things so fun! I cannot wait t organize more outings and bond even more!

Shucks, things are going a little weird for me.

That's not very good actually.

Feelings for orientation.

2010-04-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

Hmmm am damn lazy t blog up the orientation pictures cause I AM JUST PLAIN LAZY TTM. HAHA.

Anyway, i am gonna be alittle sentimental over here. About the 3 days orientation.

First day, i went t school all by myself even i don't even know how t get my ass t tp. But i still did anyway.And i step into this lecture room, finding for my class and one of the mentor says:

FIND YOUR NAME ON THE LIST.

And next thing i knew, i was in class 04.

And i sat next t alicia(i hope i didn't spell wrongly) and after awhile later sylvia came and sat behind me and we started t chat, like really even though it's like complete strangers. And rachele came and sat beside me. Everything was like, a puzzle trying t complete one by one, and people of 04 just stream in .And before i could even react, everyone was taught t cheer, t bond and haha it was really very memorable.

For the first day, mentor was like 3 of them: Alfonso, cherying and jerald. The first bonding game was pretty much fun, trying t remember everyone names was not an easy task. Even if you ask me now, i still get mixed up at times. And then the engineering mass dance, i partnered with calvin. Hhaha damn fun i will say. And i will really have t highlight this: LUNCH SUCKS.

Haha.

And afterthat all i can remember was games and more games. Tiring.

2nd day, alfonsos' the only one t mentor my class. Woke up late and came late. But i wasn't the lastest! Bonding games at the very start and then attended t alot of talks. Damnit so sian. And got t the learn the TP mass dance! This time round partnered with nat. Hah, he damn joker sia. We swing until i nearly FLYYYYY~~~ Haha, lunch was abit better than the first day! And took some of our notes and it's so thick. Can fight with POA textbook alr haha. Played alot times of concentration till dismissal time. WEEEEEEEE.

3rd day, best day of the 3days! Cause took alot of photos and got t know even more of my class people, not only girls but guys as well! And i wasn't so lost this time round, concentration played again and ryan and carl was punish for losing!7 WONDERS WHOOHOO. Haha, pictures will be upload! Reggata(was it spelled like this?) and the 'games days' was not too bad though i will say it's kind of boring! Saw melody! Haha, and took my timetable alr as well. Hate monday!Booo.

Right i'll just end here, i wanna bond more and more with my classmates! Coolio!:D

Tomorrow's the day!

Orientation not bad!

2010-04-15T23:39:00.001+08:00

Just some few words before i head for the bathroom. Imma smelly kid haha.

Tuesday night after work was great. I caught DATE NIGHT and ate Aston. Very happy seriously.

Oh mind i know everyone is like :

HOW'S ORIENTATION?

Okay, my classmate was not bad. A bunch of enthu kids. Haha. Love the tp and engineering mass dance! Hate all the talks. Tsk.

Oh yeah, travelling t school takes around 1hour. How great. :(

Hopefully my class can bond bond bond more more more! Heeee. Oh ya, our notes were gave out t us alr. I dread the fact we gonna study physic and math. YUCKS.

I wanna i wanna quit starhub, join a fab CCA, and enjoy being a full time student.

But i know i can't be jobless.

sakae buffet again me want!

2010-04-11T00:02:00.002+08:00

I wanna wanna stop working alr man! Shucks, sunday is last day of my 'rest day' and then i will be off t work again on monday. Total no life.. Rah.

Met up with beesian & gay today and went t OUB centre for lunch with su-ann and si wei! Hahah, sakae buffet whoohoo!:D And went t Starhub at OUB t 'steal' a couple of flyers heehee. Okay, gotta study it later. Sigh. Will post the pictures up on FB soon!

Aftermath, back t ps and walked around. Gay went off at ard 6pm first, and parted with beesian at ard 7pm. Met sister and his girlfriend t pass him back his disc as well as talk for awhile. And yeah it was really just AWHILE haha.

I don't wanna be light bulk k!

And then met angie all the way till 11.30pm! Wahhh today meet like damn lot of people. I gotta fully utilised my rest day you know you know.

And tomorrow gotta be a busy day, again.

I somehow kind of anticipate wed, but there again i am damn scared for it somehow. But i cannot wait for next friday! LIKE HELL MAN, DON'T NEED T SLEEP LEH. Wahhhh cannot wait cannot wait. Gayness always got weird ideas one but me like heehee.

But next sat if got work then that will be terrible:

Sigh.

updates updates.

2010-04-09T21:04:00.004+08:00

Life actually kind of sucks now.

Working at starhub is really really hardwork. There seems t be like endless things t learn, can you believe.

And i know there's pictures for me t upload and blog about, for instance clarice early elebration i had for her.

Okay i am too lazy t post everything out, haha. Pardon me alrights.

HERE

But i will say that day was really fun and everything was erm-not-very-well-plan-but-still-okay since i am a noob around singapore area. Though i know the places i am not sure of how t go and stuff so there actually aren't that much surprises but at least i know how t take a cab right!Heehee so clarice stop nagging at me alr lah!

Hahaha, if clarice is happy i am happy too! (though my pocket aren't very happy about it) Even though, the most i will go save abit here and there lor or else how. And now just the thought that i play truant on work today just made me feel sad since today i by right should earn like quite alot cause is full shift. But i really cannot wake up lah. Shouldnt go pub yesterday really. Sigh.

I want $$$$$$$$$.

Okay, shall not rant at that alr. Anyway i feel is a good thing i didn't go work today or else like for goodness donno when will i get my feet back t PHS t collect my certs! And i had lunch with gayness after that. And that ladyboss of the dessert shop mistook us as boy/girl friend. Like how many times alr uh gay?! Sigh.

Trml and sunday not working like yay yay yay! Okay maybe i shouldn't yay since it means less income. Oh shut up sheryl! Stop talking about money alr!

Okay back t work, i think there's still so many things for me t learn. I got t buck up! And and, i should be thankful for some of the people over there. Some is really nice t me really. I would say, SOME.

Hmmm, okay, lets see what else t type alr..

Erm, okay, ehhhh, i miss working with all my starhub flyers people, i miss working back at pilota, i miss the times i had with esther and co. , i miss all the recess time during schooldays, i miss all the don't-need - to-care about-money days, i miss all my primary people, i miss sister.

Okay theres really too much for me t take in alr.

Shucks, i really wanna go HK with you but there's orientation. I cannot don't go lah.

Every pictures on FB alr!

2010-04-05T23:47:00.005+08:00

FAREWELL PARTY ON 30MAR2010!

Went for Kbox at amk with melvin,QQ as well as ting! Hnnn i would say i did have fun!!! And liting was high like usual(: Crazy her but me like! Melvin left first and after which went over t ting house downstair! Nalie is damn cute. Hyper like her. Hahhaa, like owner like dog! Heeee.

31 MAR 2010:

My last day of work at pilota was happening. Damn, cried like some cry baby or something. But i am damn touched. Very. Many thanks.

1APRIL 2010:

Movie (KIDNAPPER) with CGWT and dinner as well at somerset and than plaza sing. Aftermath, pub with Ivan & jimmy . I am addicted t couple songs alr wahahaha.

3 APRIL 2010:

Primary school outing! Hhaha, everyone changed so much esp Junhao i will sayy!!! LiKE WOW WOW WOW. Steamboat at novena and pool at ceni. I hope it's not gonna be another 6 years before we meet again yeah! Hahhaa!

4APRIL 2010:

Last day of my 'free day' thus rot the whole day at home! Finished my xia yi zhan xin fu like finallyyyyy~~~~ And went out for prawning at 12am and ended up home at 6 am!! My godddd!

Which cause me t be damn lethargic just now at work.

And all i have t say for training is:

It's hard, very. I wanna give up, but i know i can't.

Sigh.

Monday work? I dread.

2010-04-04T01:39:00.002+08:00

Okay, for some reason, i am now lazy to the max alr. There's tons of pictures in the camera and yet i am really damn reluctant t upload anything. Alrights, just forgive me. I promise t be up within a week time!

Anyway, manager finally replied t my message few days back after like 2 days after i send the message t him. Wahlao damn slow lor. But nvm, i can finally stop worrying about being jobless so fine. But there again, i actually dread monday. Omg, like have t face a whole new enviroment and people. And i am really worried for my incapabality t learn fast enough and memorise a whole loadshit of things.

And most important, there's people whom i actually don't feel like seeing.

Whatever stop thinking already!

I am so dirty like i came back at 12.15am or so just now and been using the freaking computer till now. I should go bathe alr and get some sleep and use well my last of free day tomorrow before work on monday.

Ciaos.

Last time.

2010-04-01T00:48:00.002+08:00

Much as i still misses everything in pilota, it's time t say goodbye.

From the very first day 10dec 2009 till the last day 31mar 2010. Everything happened it's really clearly imprinted inside me. I thank god for letting me t go through all these the whole of my holiday, and i know how much people truely cares for me. Thank you.

And i know i will get all werid later when i wake up and find myself at home with no Ah tat, no alice aunty, no mandy, no cathy, no melvin and no more QQ. No more serving of harry or jack or marcus. No more talking t Iris and marc after work with QQ. No more Eclair or crotons for me t nibble on. No more relying and depending oh people.

Sheryl, when have you started t rely on others?! It's time t stay back being independent alr.

And i thank you Aunty alice for the lasagne, I thank you mandy for making the crotons, I thank you Ah Tat for all his words of encourgement and his truthfulness, I thank you melvin for the AgnesB keychain, I thank you cathy for the chocolates, and last but not least i thank you QQ for the thumbdrive and the vedio did specially for me! Thank you seriously i am touched.

I will definitely go back whenever i have the time!!!

JB TRIP ME CANNOT WAIT! WHEN WHEN WHEN!!!!????

@ cafe now!

2010-03-31T15:12:00.003+08:00

I am currently using QQ phone t blog. haha. Cafe is too empty alr. It maybe a good thing actually'cause i got more chances t slack! Heeeeeheee. And the farewell party ytd was actually not bad! Will talk more about it when i got the time t use com and upload pictures as well. I am really glad that i work here and it's not like everyone got the chance y'know. And there's still some hours before i really leave here but i am feeling very sad within alr. Just now when aunty left and while eating that lasagne(idk how t spell!) and when she was telling me goodbye and everyone was telling me t work hard in poly and t come back whenever i got the time, i could feel my eyes dwelling with tears. But don't worry! I am not so weak, i didn't cry even though how sentimental i am. To me, here is already like a second home.

Like wth was i doing?!

2010-03-29T22:07:00.002+08:00

Er, so right yesterday was last day @ starhub as a flyer distributor. Cause it was like a last mintue thing lah, adrian told us that starhub doesn't want anymore flyer distributor, instead ask us if we wanted t stay on t do processing .. i mean something like counter that kind.

So had a hard time trying t struggle whether t stay on anot. Cause i know doing counter would be hard and got t learn a huge bunch of things and blah blah blah, but i need the weekend job when i start poly for my phone bills lor. It's not like anyone paying for it, it's me alrights. And i still gonna pay other things like my room TV and the my poly stuffs( i mean some which i won't ask from my dad lah) and other of my essentials as well. So, i definitely need the money.

But i msg adrian today and he didn't reply me lehhh. How uh. If he really nvr reply, i guess i gotta go work at some other places alr. Less money also bobian lah. Sigh.

Okay, counting down t my last few days @ pilota alr. Tomorrow my leaving ceromony celebration @ Kbox and on wed it's really goodbye! Sigh, I WILL MISS EVERYONE THERE.

IDK.

2010-03-25T21:55:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE HELL I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW?!!!!!

This kind of feelings just sucks like hell.

You don't know me.

2010-03-24T19:48:00.002+08:00

Have been acting very strangely these days.

Strange enough t don't feel like going where.

Strange enough t keep listening t sad love songs.

Strange enough t lose my appetite but yet remind myself t eat and i did.

Strange enough t feel lost.

Strange enough t not know what the hell am i doing.

Strange enough t kept decieving myself.

Strange enough t feel so strange.

I really don't know. Really.

AM NOT MIA YET.

2010-03-23T21:45:00.007+08:00

Alrights, i know i know. Haven't been updating for quite sometime. Maybe i am becoming Grace number2 hahaha.

Anyway, just here t clear some photos off. Of course like usual, is not everything.. since every photos taken is up on FB and i am too lazy t upload everything here. Just to surmarize :D

Took photos few weeks back @ Pilota and had so much fun doing it you know! But just the thought that in just 6days time(minus away weekend) i will be gone still saddens me abit.

Sigh, shall just stop at it. I know i know, i kept harping on it. But i just wanted t remind myself that i am leaving and got t face up t this reality. I wanted t remind and tell myself that it's time t step forward for poly. I wanted t remind everyone around me, it's time for everything t come t an end, beautiful memories stays. And i don't know why but words just come out without me knowing sometimes really.

And then, you know what! I realize i have began liking taking act cute pictures, pouting esp cause it always shows me my eyebags. Hhaha, i know this sound abit sicko but i like t see my eyebags for goodness knows.

And i finally took an proper picture with melvin chin! Hhaha, yeah my manager.
As well as other people as well..

12MAR10 :

Said in my previous post that i went isetan private sale with Bee,gay and nat right. Alrights, nat haven't edit finish the pictures yet, this are some pictures i took with my camera.

And the girls kept saying that me and gay look like couple like wthwth. I know alot people have been telling us that but but but, thing is.. he is gay lor how in the world am i suppose t fall for him?! LOL.

And i have better taste lor.

(Gay i am not saying you not good okay)

Look like couple???!!!!!

19MAR10 :

And i had my first virgin trip t the Night safari! Okay, i know i really failed as a singaporean but at least now i can proudly say that i have been t the night safari right!!! And i can't wait for universal studio in june. Though i will say it's kind of expensive.

With the 4 guys:(eric,YanJi,gay& douglas)

(I still think the fact that douglas is spelled like that even though is pronounce like DARK-CLAS still amaze me much.)

I will say that is was a very fun experience going t Night safari with the guys even though you actually can't see or take much picture of the animals.. And even though is like my camera is flooded more pictures of us than animals.. and even though everyone except of gay was worn out at the end of it, i still think overall was very fun!

And one thing YJ learn, animal that is black and white do not have t be zebra!hahaha, inside jokes!

21MAR10 :

Didn't went for work but instead went out with carolyn and later on liting after she finishes her work. Walked 313@SOMERSET as well as bugis. Bought a few couple of things and i left my shoe wedges at carolyn workplace. Need t find sometime and get it seriously.

And later on went t meet YY and fetch brother home from changi airport:D

yesterday! 22MAR10 :

After work, went dinner and Kpool with QQ,cathy,ah tat & his wife as well!!! Haha, finally my wish come true!!! Yay:D

And had fun even though i lost every game.

I am noob in pool what.

LOL.

Yay, finally i finish blogging and finish tagging at FB. Am anticipating for poly and Universal Studio.

Very.

Played truant today! .. @ work.

2010-03-13T10:08:00.002+08:00

WORDY POST.

Too tired t get my ass out of bed this morning and even after i did i on the computer and started t use.. And i told myself t stop at 10am but just looking at the time, its alr 10:10am. I know if i rush now, i'll still be able t reach in time or perhaps, late a few mintues. But i am really very very tired, and headache is terrible.

Yesterday at work was like damn dramatic.

Cause when i was walking back t the office for some rest( i was feeling giddy) and then before i could reach the chair, i fainted alr. And for goodness me who knew i actually lied on the floor for how freaking long?! Before the next moment when i finally could feel, i was already been pulled up and onto the chair.

Haha, and ah tat told me he thought i was sleeping on the floor like HAHAHAHA.

And he and QQ went on t re-act the whole senario out like it was god-damn funny lor!

But the bad thing,I was force t eat the panadol by mandy and i think i knocked on something hard in my head when i faint. Nevertheless, i got the virgin experience of fainting HAHA. I should in the very least commemorating maybe?! Heehee.

And despite fainting in the evening or i should say late afternoon, i still joined the rest at town cause if i backed out, there will only left like 3 people. Hhaha, most of them had their things at the very last mintue so theres nothing i could do and i didnt wanted t disappointed the rest that came as well. But nevertheless! I was happy that i did joined them!

Initial plan was to watch dear john but who knows the tics were sold out so walked all the way t shaw house and only t realize timing wasn't the one we desired and Be Human hadn't been up in Lido. Lousy lor.

And so change of plan t isetan private sale! Hhaha, happy me bought myself a mango top as well as 2 triump bras! Heeeeee. And i got t know my measurements alr. So happy heeehee. Bought shirley her present as well and gave it to her on the way home since i wouldn't be free next sunday. Much thanks t my brother. Coming back t singapore like finally.

And took alot of photos! Though most of it i look so shag cause first, i was sick and second, i didn't had any make up on. But whatever lah, shag jiu shag lor. Photos will be post up after nat finishes editing it alrights!:D

I am still so tired.... SIGH.

Oh ya! Did i mention about the loanshark coming t splash paint on my house FOR NOTHING cause the one that owed them money was my neighbour not us lor. Either it was on purpose or it was splash wrongly. The loanshark even stupidly wrote my neighbour name and contact and best of all, their unti number IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE.

CAN'T LIKE THEY SEE IS THE DIFFERENT UNIT NUMBER OR SOMETHING?! DUMB MEH?!

And i ended up got waken up by dad at a freaking timing of 4.30am and awaited for the police arrival. Dad got t work so die also have t wait. And even after they left, i had t clear the paint for a freaking 2 hours plus but yet cannot finishes. And then i left for work. Haha, but i think after which when i came home ytd the door and everything clear alr so i reckon aunt called her friend t do it for her heehee.

And i know this is so random, but i have been laughed so many times for being a tourist alike in singapore by many. Haha, goodness me who know how t get t singapore flyer?!!!!I am still clueless despite asking yy and she laugh at me many times lor!

Oh man, i can't wait t finsh working at the end of the month and then i can have my freeeeedommm liao.

One last thing, i hope dad will give me the consent t go t Genting. I wantttttttt.

5thmarch2010 GIRLS OUT!

2010-03-08T21:06:00.002+08:00

It was really a very very fun yet tired day out with girlies. Kbox in the late morning till afternoon was fun. Sing until my throat hurts. Haha. Kpool for awhile before heading back t hersing building cause ting went back t take her cheque and then headed t 8floor for some eating. Treat them t the food while ting treat the beer. And cafe crew is so nice and treat us so many things we didn't order. Haha, how privilege are we! Hee, should do this more often, me like. :D

few updates..

2010-03-02T23:12:00.005+08:00

Haha, i am not gone yet dont worry. Hee anyway here just t clear some photos away.

Hmmm, did i mention that i had this fish spa with clarice very randomly? Haha, first time and it was SUPERB. Heeehee. I wanna go again though it kinds of ex actually i would say. Haha, i wanna try alot other stupid and random thing with CGWT!

And i just hope that this girl is feeling better and better as the days goes by. Really. Sometimes i feel i sucks being her friend. Sigh.

Anyway, also had this jerome surprise 18th bdae at his house!

Haha i bet he did have alot of fun on that day itself. And it make me realize how friendship are so important at times. Hmmm. *DEEP IN THOUGHTS*

And last sunday(28feb) was (almost) everyone last day at work at ps! Oh gosh i will miss them certainly. Sigh, coming sat will be all new faces yet again. It's really terrible you know, just when i finally click with the people doing the customer services one.. And then they are gone alr. Not that we wont contact anymore lah.

But not as active as how we sees one another once or twice a week. Can only contact through FB now. And it's not like i am a super active FB person. SIGH.

And the bad thing was i nvr got the chance t take any picture with that ever-so-funny benny and that look-like-very-cold-blood alan. Sigh. It's fate i suppose.

And am very busy with the poly enrolment thing! Medical checkup have now state t be pending cause my urine test was unsuccessful.

*DOUBLE SIGH*

Alrights, i am sleepy alr. Hhaa, work trml and thursday and i can't wait for friday!Girls outing are sooooooooo exciting:D

CNY 2010. (late post)

2010-02-24T22:04:00.006+08:00

Kay luh i know that it's alr coming t the end of the month alr but late post is better then NO POST.

Anyway, chinese new year this year was actually kind of NOT TOO BAD and compared t all the previous year, i've collected the most angpows!:D

Chu yi(day one) :

Didn't took any photos cause is just about going t dads' side and then my aunts' friend house. Nothing much. Don't like.

Chu er( day2) :

Woke up kind of late and then went over t angir house t meet the rest. Haha i was the latest even though i live the nearest. LOL.

Took quite a sum of pictures of liting and her ballerina pose. It's all up in FB alr so no point me posting it up here. Caro & liting gambled a little at her house and then shortly went over t caro house!
NEW YEAR GOODLES AND STEAMBOAT.. What's new?! Heehee.

Haha and gamble of course!

Later on i left first cause got t went over t my mums' side. I always love there compared t dads' side. It's more like a family. There kinship at the very least.The dog got the same name as my dog you know! Such coincidence! PUPPY!Heehee.

Went night fishing aftermath till like 5am?! OMGGGGG.

Chu san (day three) :

Went over t aizen house early in the morning and i overslept. But esther was gracious enough t forgive me. LOL.Later on, as more and more people came over t aizen house, me and esther lock ourseleves inside her room. Heehee. Haha, and after awhile esther couldn't take the temptation but went outside t play majiong! Hee, being the sua gu, i didn't know how t play but chit chat with the rest that came.
Later on, all of us went over t spencer house! Ate, tv, wasn't much in mood for any gamble and ended up falling asleep at his house living room. Tsk.

And headed over for pool in the night with them! Haha, homed at around 10pm cause th next day i still have work! SIGH.

Actually i still got more photos not post up yet. Shall blog more next time, finally cleard some of the pictures heeeeee.

Sigh, the poly enrolment thing ALOT THINGS T DO SIA WTH.

Ella so cute!

2010-02-21T14:12:00.002+08:00

Gave work today a missed cause wasn't feeling too well. And still very lazy or i should say too occupied t transfer the cny pictures from camera t phone yet so.. That cny post wait awhile more for me t blog about it yeah.

Greatly addicted t DOWN WITH LOVE! (: 3more eps t go oh yeah!

Down with love.

2010-02-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

Before today ends, just here t wish everyone a very happy CNY as well as Vday!

Had a totally tired day just going a number of places. And then my initial plan for tomorrow are kind of dashed by some last mintue changes. Rah. Hmmm, will upload and blog more about my cny sometime later, meanwhile, shall just make some comments of my days few days back.

Had some heart t heart talking with clarice the other day at her house nearby mac till like 1am plus. And then.. aiyah, shan't say anything more. But she knows how i feel exactly.

And then did some thinkings these few days as well.

And then on New year eve i did more packings of my room. Threw that table finally! And all my secondary books as well. I finally did it. Hahaha, so proud of myself. And now my room is so empty. Can't wait t buy a new table with my brother,oh ya FYI i share room with my brother. So we were kind of planning t do a few chances t the room. Hhahahaha.

And i am really perspiring so much right now. The weather these days is just so hot that it's enough t melt me.

S.H.E - 只為愛上你

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會開出個花園手牽手捱過整個冬天
每隻蝴蝶
爲了飛爲了翩翩起舞先做一個圈

最美海岸綫
總是要很蜿蜒才足夠讓人忘返流連
你的身邊
要不是比天邊還遙遠勇氣怎麽出現

當我終於住進你的心裏
分享同一個世界
身後錯過痛過漫長情節
都變甜美

只有我暸解這幸福感覺
美得值得去付出一切
能夠遇見你認識你喜歡你愛上你
感謝我每滴眼淚

只要你明白我有多珍貴
好得值得你為我改變
請你繼續溫柔交換我燦爛笑容
一天一天到永遠那一天

Love this song so much.

For you.

2010-02-11T19:13:00.003+08:00

At the end of the day,i was still still still proven wrong. I should have known from the very start. Or should i say i knew it all along. Nothing, absolutely nothing last forever. I told people i don't believe a word of forever, but then i still cling on a tiny streak of hope that actually such thing existed just that i haven't got the very chance t see it. But time and time again, i was wrong, tremendously proven wrong. I was so hopeful. And then all the hopes are dashed away again. Disappointed not in you, but me. All along, i should just be firm with my own stand. I want t run and hide somewhere, but i know everywhere is the same. Human nature is one of a kind. Perhaps while you are reading this, you will hate me even more, but i really don't care anymore. I rather you hate me now. Because i know i don't have the guts t hate you, I don't even have the courage t hate someone that deprived me of my childhood, how else would i find the guts t hate you? But for you, is different, hating me is easy, and hating me probably would be the best thing as for now.

Goodbye.

New year shopping & Sheryl Bdae celebration @ bugis.

2010-02-11T00:35:00.006+08:00

To start off with, sunday(7feb) met up clarice for our new year shopping and yeah i took off for it.(:

Benten cafe for lunch and then bugis street.
I would say that bugis street first floor is not for human t walk one. Because it was damn damn squeezy till its hard t breathe. Quickly went up second floor and bought a couple of things. Haji lane after that!

Was all tired out after all the walkings. Headed back t bugis junction for some drinks and then t buy clarice her sneakers. Hmmm. I would say my money was very well spent that day.

Met up with jer,meng,sheryl, and all the people present there and headed for steamboat. Didn't really ate much cause was till kind of full.

After that, JY wasn't feeling well so we sent him for cab and then landed up somewhere opp bugis junction. Walked all the way t marina square cause the guys was saying about playing pool.

Fav group picture on that day:

And i nearly lost my phone! OMG i didn't realize that i left my phone in the toilet and luckily that lady was nice enough t get hold of me and pass me back. Nice of her. I got good karma must be! Hahha.

Gave sheryl siow her present and then left there with clarice,meng and jer at 11plus.
I would say it was kind of a very fun thing though ivan lim was there constantly making fun of me. Very tired but very accomplished(:

And met up with aizen on monday! Dinner and talking with her was ever so great!

Way too tired t blog the whole of weekend.

2010-02-08T01:39:00.003+08:00

Am way too tired t blog out the 2 days of what i've been doing. Thus, i shall seperate the weekend post into 2 parts, mainly saturday and sunday.

So anyway, saturday was a usual working day for me. Ate subway(again) for break time and realize i've been having it for 3 weeks alr every weekend! Oh man. And there was this sony errison roadshow and guess who was there?
Bet you can't see it anyway.. It's jamie yeo! The ESPN football channel presenter! Shucks, i think she is really pretty! And i know luh, my hair colour not even obvious. Nobody could tell i dyed hair. Sigh.

After which, me the nice lady accompany gayness t cut his hair and was aproached by some prudential people telling me about the saving plans. Was kind of tempted t be honest but 75bucks per month.. Would i even have this determination for 25 years? So gave up the idea and went t eat dinner at some japanese place beside Ajisen.

Mine:

Gayness:

After which, headed back t starhub(around10pm plus) and everyone ask us the same question:

HOW COME HAVEN'T GO HOME YET?MISS US AR.

Damn cute luh. LOL. Waited for natasha till near 12am and in the midst of waiting, i got t talk and know more about a few more people whom i don't usually talk to! And i was like "seeing the light" of how starhub people was in the night in comparison t afternoon.

More untidy dresscode, more vulgar, more crazy, more fb games, and much much friendlier.

Went over t some roti prata shop t accompany nat eat and sean came and join us awhile later. After which, cabbed home.(:

Random:

And then i thought i was so noob never eat before happy meal. But then it's even funnier t see a 24year old guy eating it in the middle of the night. LOL.

K rights, gonna rest alr. Am way too tired. Night guys.

I've decided!

2010-02-07T11:49:00.002+08:00

FINALLY FINALLY.

Ever felt that making a decision and trying t straighten out thoughts was so hard?
Ever felt like just going with how your heart felt?
Ever felt like you are gonna regret yet doing it?

That was how i felt. (Few days ago)

But thankfully, i let out my own choice after much struggling. ITG that everything finally came t a stop. But maybe because of that, I knew myself a whole lot better.

I'm still wearing a mask, unforgivable.

But there again, TYVM all my friends. I know you guys cared at the very least.

I'm never never gonna believe anything again.

Perhaps.

2010-02-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

Wed(3feb) :

Went over t shirley house t borrow her house oven and bake cookies.

Amazingly, it taste out quite well. This time round i did it without anyone help! Such accomplishment.

After which went home and bath and met shirley at mac at 12am. Talked till 2am plus and guess what? I ate. There goes my perfect diet plan. And very very sad, i didn't lose any weight due t my stupid greedy temptation.

Yesterday:

Bake cookies(again) with QQ and wthwth, he jinx luh. Black cookies burnt. :(
But the agar agar (Or jelly if must insist) turns out very well! Claps claps. Work was VERY VERY FUN today cause there's only like 2 or 3 groups of people eating?! And all the while we just crap and smoke(not me luh) and relax. Hur hur.

Dyed hair but like never like that cause colour was not obvious. Cause while choosing the colour, i back out the idea of a bright colour. I hum cannot ar. LOL.

Maybe, perhaps. I should just follow what my heart says.

But why am i still stuck then?

M&Ms' valentine.

2010-02-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

I am still hopelessly afraid.

Me.

2010-02-01T20:36:00.002+08:00

So this is how it felt like t be crying alone inside a toilet cubicle. So helplessly, but what can i do? It's all my fault t begin with.

I'm a bitch.

I hate myself.

2010-01-31T14:09:00.002+08:00

Never expected that i'll do this kind of things. Never understand why i did that. Why me? Such questions were pose at me and yet i couldn't even answer. Guilt were so extreme that i just felt like disappearing some where.. But where? I knew it was wrong but i still did.

Doubled my sins. Doubled my guilts.

Even constants apologising does not helps. It's done isn't it? And then what's the point of me crying my balls out and still feeling guilty? I really really cannot forgive myself.

Why me why me why me why me why me?

WHY ME?

And why does my tears just flow so uncontrollably and feel like one fcuking bitch while typing this?

I saw so many case of this and i told myself that this will never NEVER happen on me. But it still did. Why? I really don't understand any part of this. I hate me.

I REALLY DO.

Guilt.

2010-01-30T09:52:00.001+08:00

Shucks, now that i think back.. I am feeling so guilty.

Why am i feeling this like wth? This is not good, get a grip sheryl!

Everythings' okay.

2010-01-27T00:07:00.006+08:00

Just heck my previous post. Hahah. Everything is fine and i'm definitely okay.

Anyway, tons of pictures taken on sunday:

HAHA, DON'T YOU JUST LOVE THE LAST PICTURE?!!!!Damn funny, damn pervertic but meeee like. You can't blame me when i'm with gayness specs on. It's not me thats' pervertic, it's the specs that makes me look like one and it is all cause gayness look gay.

Haha, don't even know what i'm typing exactly. LOL.

But last sunday work was fun, had my first time eating subway veggie delite! And bee sian told me that there's this guy call jack losses like 20kg in a month time just eating that veggie delite every 3 meal! Cool shit. I need t consider that idea badly. Did i mention i just gain 5 kg?!! WTH.So you know it's not very good if you're working in a F&B line and the worst thing is you cannot resist temtation.

Ya so right now, i'm trying t stop all my snackings. I need t at least get back t my usual weight y'know.

Dead serious.

Tuesday work was torturous in the begining cause i thought too much things and things somehow got alittle awry. But nevertheless, things started t look up once i plucked up the courage and talk! Everything's okay.

And then i had my first time doing seminar with QQ. And i guess it's alright, wouldn't say that it's too exciting but it's better than sitting at home doing nothing.And then headed t the KTV room and crap alittle.

Hmmm. John & Guo zhong came and i cook pasta for john!!! OMG. But of cause with the guidence of QQ lah. Haha or else i'm very sure tomorrow i'll have t visit john in KK alr luh. LOL.

And i am very tepmted t bake cookies. Heee hee.

@ work.

2010-01-26T08:32:00.002+08:00

And i thought it was just one of my frequents mood swings,

Or it was just because i wasn't feeling quite well,

Then i thought that it may be cause i was angry at you,

And then i realised because i was angry with myself.

So angry that i didn't bothered t probed even more,

So angry that i nearly overturned and break a couple of things,

So angry that i didn't do my part enough and talk t you,

So angry with myself that i dont even know how i should talk t you,

So angry that my sickness felt even worst.

And then i started thinking nonsense on the train back home.

I started t think that how vulnerable friendship are at times,

How stupidly of me t put all my fantasies in reality,

And how idiotically i was.

To be frank, i still don't even know how t face you later..

Sick?

2010-01-24T01:57:00.001+08:00

Shucks, i feel sick. I feel like vomitting all i ate just now and i feel like fainting.

This sucks.

When life gets all busy and left you no time t blog..

2010-01-24T00:55:00.004+08:00

Took so many random pictures.

Right. So last sunday yanni came down t starhub t help Junwei with his time sheet as well as t use the chance t help her in selling things for the raising of funds for her school dance club.

A busy her taking down all our orders. Heee. thank us man.
So days after that was all so rountine. Monday had some functions which had t work till 10pm and miss the chance t even go bid facewell t my dear friend chongling! Well but nevertheless i am sure she is settling well over there.

And had been so ridiculously bored out at times, having mood swings from time t time, camwhoring was absolutely nothing new.

Hahah, QQ caught teaching you how t wash a basin! LOL.

And when all the others gets busy as well.. I just snap snap snap away~

And snap even the slightest random things i could find like the coffee maker machine and QQ+kathy phone.
And then i get all obessed with camwhoring that i pull them t take picture with me while waiting for lift.
Hmmmm. I can't remember what i did exactly after work, but all i remember was me going alone t bugis just t shop and have some time alone one if the days, and then had with carolyn and angie for a short meet up, going home as early as i could remember, etc etc.
And in a blink of an eye, one week work at pilota has passed! Seems so fast. And then i skipped work at starhub on saturday t work on an event at pilota. Though i would have t say it's definitely easy money earned compared t starhub. I even fall asleep in the kitchen cause there was no people! Had t wait for the stupid teabreak crowd that's not even worth much.

Hmpff.

And then QQ dropped by and continued slacking even more. Later on me, ah tat, QQ went t slack even further at some coffee shop. And i was so so so eye opened by the things they told me!
Ah tat went off first t meet his wife so me & QQ walked all the way till near 9 plus. Haha. Reached home at 10plus!
Pasar malam>courts>world of sports>more than words>ntuc>popular>interchange.

We literally walked the whole of TPY! Heeee. :D

Poly stuffs making me crazy!

2010-01-16T00:15:00.002+08:00

Thursday:

Woke up at 10.30am and freak out since work was at 10am. Cab down and reached at11am. But QQ still damn nice and put 10am in my timesheet and even help me t hide my lateness everytime from manager. Nicest collegues i ever had.

And then i last mintue took an half day leave t go do my DAE at NYP. And even told manager that i got t take leave on friday too. And he agreed without hestitation. Where on earth can i find another good job like this ever again? Love Pilota.

Cab home t take my result slip and cab down t NYP again t meet up with clarice. Went too late and had t submit all the forms we photocopied the next day since it was closed when we went t photocopy our stuffs.

Went t Nebo and snack abit cum trying t decide out courses of DAE in other polys.

Clarice went home and i went back pilota cafe. QQ was supposed t do his seminar so i went down t visit him and coincidently his friend came down too. Went in kitchen. Do abit of help out in the cooking of spag and calamari since i don't really know how t cook.

Shit, i'll make a bad housewife next time.

Free food. LOL. Slack and talk alot till 11pm.

And then headed down back t amk and met up with melvin next and do alot of crappings. Poly stuff is making me so crazy!

And i literally didn't sleep the whole night cause was waiting for my phone t ring and thinking alot alot of stupid useless thing. Wasted my sleep.

Friday:
Was supposed t meet up with clarice at yck mrt station at 10.30pm but that girl only woke up at that time after so many times of my calls. (3time and 1 msg t be exact)

So the very nice me waited for her 1 hour. Better be guilty CGWT! LOL.

NYP>TP>SP>NP.

Literally went about from north t east. Tiring man.Clarice then went off t orchard and i met up with shirley for dinner at nebo (again). Aftermath went her house and ate her one whole box of chocolates!!! heee. fat shit. And felt really guilty after that i thus after i went home i went out t run for awhile.

Was just trying t make myself feel alittle better you know. Haha.

JB.

2010-01-14T00:33:00.003+08:00

Went JB this afternoon and yes for the first time. Suagu or pathetic you call me whatever, but you can't blame me. Dad always don't have the time t bring me go and although aunt always wants t bring me go, i always decline cause i don't like going out with her.

She even ask me t go korea and hong kong before with her but yucks, i just don't like going with her.

And then dad don't even allow me t go with friends then how on earth am i suppose t go and had my first time of going?! Right?

But in any case i still did after seeking permission from dad and he said okay since he knows who i was going with. Apparently i think alot of the things seems t be similar t singapore.

Oh yeah, and the purpose of me writting this post is because i bought this!!!!Omg omg, msg clarice the mintue i reach back singapore and she called me t ask me t lend her!!! hahahahahaha!!!! Cool shit.

Oh and i also bought saw6. A pity it's not with me. Can't wait t get my hands on it oh man!

Results?

2010-01-13T15:30:00.003+08:00

Clarice came over t my house last sunday and overnight at my house. Did alot of stupid things cause my room had absoltuely nothing t do. Ate, drink, chats, nails painting,etc.

Results were shitty but wasn't as bad as i expected since i actually imagined it t be worst but still.. My choice of courses were limited t the max but guess i only got myself t blame.

...

Shirley came over t fetch me from school and lunch at amk hub after that. Rush back work at 6pm and watch HEAR ME with QQ after work.

Yesterday met up with clarice after work and went back home t submit my choices of course. Kind of very efficient ain't I. Haha. After that accompany clarice t wait fr her bus and then had my first exprience of prawning!In the night somemore. Cool shit.

Caught alot of prawns but a sad thing is i can't eat any of it since i'm allergic t prawns. Sigh.

And saw this super cute cat. Cannot resist and took a picture of it. Heeehee.Homed at 4plus after that and dad joke me why i didn't bring back the prawns give him. LOL.

Indo food.

2010-01-10T18:44:00.002+08:00

INDONESIA FOOD IS GREAT. SPICY SPICY = SHIOKNESS. LOVE IT.

I..

2010-01-10T12:01:00.003+08:00

I rebonded my hair on thursday after work and it freaking turns out t not what i expected and yes i am regretting.

I met up with shirley on friday after work and bought my phone. Lousy phone but shall last me t oct and that's when i either get my iphone 4G or HTC phone!

I heard so many people saying and asking about o's result which is on monday like OMGOSH.

I went for work on sat and had dinner with GAYNESS, JW AND ERIC. Chilli spicy like hell but shiokness.

I rush home after that and went for night movie at vivo with QQ and watched treasure hunter!(:

I overslept today and didn't go for work. My 56bucks fly away. :(

I am seriously having a bad feeling about tomorrow but lucky clarice will be here t spent my night with me.

OMGOMG.

2010-01-06T22:21:00.002+08:00

OMG, O'S RESULT COMING OUT NEXT MONDAY 2 PM. WTHWTHWTH.

Scared like wth.

QQ HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

2010-01-06T22:03:00.008+08:00

Had s0 much fun trying t come up with stupid ideas of how t surprise him. HAHAA.With da ge! LOLLOL.

Mandy~

Auntie.
Kathy!
ME ME ME!!!!

Drank beer as a form of part2 celebration after work!!!!Took damn lots of pictures! pictures not in sequence cause i'm really lazy.

Definitely i'll miss them after i quit the job and seriously i can imagine that day t come.

Steamboat @ AMK.

2010-01-05T09:55:00.007+08:00

Headed straight for amk after work for steamboat with the other people. Oh, and my DA GE didn't come fore work yesterday!!!:C

Oh yeah, speaking of which, i took off today hahaha.

Steamboat with the people were kind of cool. I've always been doinf things i nvr done with friends with them. Like example, picnic and now steamboat. Don't think had ever had steamboat with friends eh?! Hmmmmm.LOL, i think the picture whereby boonsheng stares at the food is sooooo funny. HAHA.

Later on, ate ice cream! And aizen & grace purposely took the durian flavor just t piss yvonne. Damn funny uh. Disturbance by yvonne. *THANKS UH THANKS.*YAY, success!

And other random pictures took:As well as individual shots with each of them.

CGWT!!

Boonsheng. Still damn quiet. HAHAHA.

Eugene!

Freeeeeeemmeerrrr. Stupid, always telling me manU sucks. You uh, then what about liverpool?!

Grace&aizen!
& last but not least yvonne!

Really enjoyed myself though eating is such a sin. Gain weight like WTH and i really is deciding on a diet plan. NO NO NO, SHERYL NO. CANNOT DIET RMB? oKay luh, not exactly diet just no more chocolates or snacks in the midnight. Shall still eat my proper 3 meals! Heeee.

And talked t clarice till 10plus before heading home. Went t angie house around 12am and fall asleep over her place. Went home at 2am plus.

Zonked out immediatly after reaching home.

Feelings.

2010-01-04T02:23:00.003+08:00

I just feel like typing non stop.

Just found out something so randomly just because of my curiousity. Well, i wish them lucks, i really hope that's their happiness. And yea, i am definitely traumatized, but i know it's after much consideration, so it's gonna be alright. They will be okay.

I'm suppose t be sleeping like 2hours ago, but my brain just tells me t ' DON'T SLEEP' . So physically tired yet mentally awake. Sometimes, i question myself over and over, if that's really what i want, and right away i know my answer deep down. I don't know how things would go, and the date for the release of o's is getting so near until i could hardly breate and making things even more worst.

I don't understand you, i doubt i ever will anyway. You're so un-readable, so unpredictable.

Sometimes, you really make me feel bad about myself, so unworthy of me.

Shucks, i'm really giving the game away if i ever continue.

Shucks, big time.

Girls outing with yao&bee on 31/12/09

2010-01-04T00:49:00.004+08:00

XieYao finally uploaded the pictures t her blog and i can finally take it from her since all pictures were with her.

Went town and walked around. Camwhored in the toilet like super long. WAHHHA. We do look super gayy inside the toilet that day i swear. HAHAHAHA.

Dress codes for the day:

BeeSian
Xieyao

Me

TOGETHER!

And of cause individual shots with each of them. HAHAHA.

Beesian!

With xieyao:

And that beesian go snapshot me when i wass trying t touch up!!! Didn't knew about her deep affection for me ehhhhhh. LOLLOL.

After walking and the search of the present came t an end, settled ourselves with pool!!! Heeeee. I need more practices like seriously. I got lousy skills. Don't see the pictures like i damn pro or what, it's cause the person who took the photos got good photoshooting skills.

*AHEM*

*QUICK XIEYAO THANKS ME!!!!*

LOL.

Haha, and finally went onto separate ways. Both of them went t city hall t meet each of their friends and i went back amk t meet up with shirley for dinner.But little did i knew that after that i had another round of food. Steamboat at tiong baru and kind of countdown over there. It did seeems alot better than cramping myself at marina huh. Don't really like crampy place anyways, hah.

Anyway, i managed t persuade dad! No luh, not persuade, just tell him nicely and he say okay! OMGGGG.

I got the nicest dad on earth!

Rebond?!

2010-01-03T09:40:00.002+08:00

First time after rebond i look like this. Oh man, now i kinda regret booking that appointment. Rah. 7jan.

And i hope i can persuade dad. Had the same dream the whole night. Bad ones.

Sigh.

Tata Young - My Bloody Valentine

2010-01-03T09:35:00.003+08:00

MY VALENTINE RUNNING RINGS AROUND ME
HANGING BY A THREAD
BUT WERE LOOSENING, LOOSENING
THE SPARKS ARE FLYIN NOT THE TYPE THAT WE NEED
BRINGING A FIRE THAT IS BURNING ME, BURNING ME

I KNOWNOBODY SAID THAT ITD BE EASY
I HOPEDTHAT WE COULD FIND A WAY MAKE A WAY
BUT YOU DONTYOU DONT PRIORITIZE ME
HOWM I SPOSED TO BELIEVEYOUR GAMES WILL EVER CHANGE,
EVER CHANGE

ITS SUCH A DIRTY MESSIMPERFECT AT ITS BEST
BUT ITS MY LOVE, MY LOVE, MY BLOODY VALENTINE
SOMETIMES I WANNA LEAVE
BUT THEN I WANT YOU NEXT TO ME
MY LOVE, MY LOVE, MY BLOODY VALENTINE

MAYBE I SHOULD BUT STILL I JUST CANT WALK AWAY
TRY TO CONVINCE ME ONCE AGAIN THAT I SHOULD STAY
THROUGH ALL THE BROKENNESSTHIS BLEEDING HEART MUST CONFESSI
LOVE MY LOVE MY BLOODY VALENTINE

I OPEN DOORS BUT YOU CLOSE THEM ON ME
IM COMPROMISING WONT YOU SHOW THE SAME,
HELP THE CHANGE
YOURE PHONE IS RINGING IT SAYS SHORTY,
SO TELLWHATS HER NAME,
HOWD SHE GET YOUR NUMBER
DONT TRY TO BE PLAYIN ME

CAUSE I KNOW
BEFORE YOU EVEN SAY ANYTHING
BUT I HOPEDYOU WOULDNT LIE TO ME,
DONT LIE TO MEYOU KNOWTHAT WEVE BEEN HERE BEFORE
OH DONT PATRONIZE, DONT FEED ME LINES
JUST CHANGE YOUR WAYS,
YEAH MAKE IT RIGHT .

Can't wait for next week!:D

2010-01-03T01:54:00.002+08:00

My body is aching like shit now. Rah rah.

Work was pathetic cause there's only 4 people working and gayness went t work inside the shop cause cannot stand the long standing hours after like a few hours, hence it kind of left like 3 people working flyers.

Dinner with eric and jian wei at jalan kayu roti cafe after work.

Emo all the way back home thinking the same thing over and over again. I am damn pathetic.

And yay, i finally finish all K.O.3anguo 45ep. From 38ep t 45ep, achievements sehhh!!!! Heee.

I still got xia yi zhan xing fu waiting for me. Rah rah.

Goodbye 2009.

2010-01-01T02:14:00.003+08:00

So it's finally time t bid goodbye t the past one year. So many things happen that it really did seems so incredible. Thinking back, time seems t just flew for 2009.

And so i dig out that book which i wrote my last year resolution. Speaking of which, i hadn't done the one for 2010. Shall do that later when i get up from sleep.Heeee.

Rights, so back t my 2009 resolution!

Here goes.

To slim down t 47kg (Impossible luh..)
To study ay least thrice a month (library)
L1R4:11pts, L1R5: 15pts.
To cut down on my esting habits!
Cut down on computer.
Save money!(This is a must!)
Swimming at least twice a week! (Exercise!)
Eat proper meals.
get a promoter/sales job at EOY holiday!
Love my friends more.
Not t get into relationship!(EASY:D)
Make last year in PHS a fulfilling one!:D

And anyway, above is exactly what i wrote in that book. With all the brackets and stuff. And it seems so.... HAHAHA.

Kays, first one, slimming down t 47kg?! IMPOSSIBLE WANT LOR OH PLEASE. But it's good that people who don't know me cannot guess correctly and always goes, er.. 48kg?! Upon hearing, i always feel so happy. But just trying t live in denial. Oh, whatever.

Second point, study thrice a month?! OBVIOUSLY I DID THAT.

Third point remind me of the stupid result that will be released very soon. And i am so reminded of that history paper incident. It'll be great enough if i'm able t get into a poly.

4th point, failed obviously. As i'm typing this, i'm eating toblerone chocolate! At this timming somemore. Aren't i great or what?! LOL.

5th point, oh yes, i did that for this past few months. No time for computer.

6th, saving money if not my way of doing. I know it myself, still learning how to, but failed yes.

7th, Swimming seems like oh no, lucky i didn't follow this twice a week thing. Just imagine being all tan and having an even more broad shoulders?!!!!! OMG.

8th, proper meals is still hard. I still hate rice, still hate soup and still love tibits. Sinful like shit.

9th, love my job now. don't even regretted not fulfillling this. N-E-V-E-R. Heeeeeeee.

10th, This is crap, cause i love my friends all the time. I'm really stupid t actually wrote this down last year. Sigh.

11th, Kay, this is even more crap. This is not easy. Definitely not. Cause feelings can nvr be controlled. Rahhhhhhhhh.

12th, CRAPS. Because i knew i will and i did eventually. What's there not when you had so many expriences you never had, knowing people you thought you'll never encounter? To be honest, that's one of the best year i ever had in my whole 17 life.

So in 2010, what would eventually happen i do not know. But i guess.. Things would turns out alright at the end of it. Or maybe that's what i thought. Living in denial or something. Oh wells. Oh and anyway, night fishing was terrible. No fish at all OH MY GAWD.

AND BEST OF ALL, i turned zombie during work the next day.

These few days..

2009-12-29T20:21:00.003+08:00

Life has been really good and sheryl has been a very good girl these few days! It's like i've been going home earlier and earlier. Heeeeee.

Pilota has been so slack until i felt like sleeping every now and then during work. Oh yeah, 2009 is coming t an end soon and yeap, i should try t do up a new resolution!( Not that it'll be fulfilled)

Haha.

Met up with clarice for dinner on sunday and met up with aizen,grace,gayness,esther just now t pass grace her present! Didn't stay with them for dinner cause i was way too tired alr luh. Haha.

And life is full of pooling till it's way too extreme. And the fact i still play like shit make the matter worst. Sigh.

Gotta sleep soon. Going for night fishing later!!!! Oh man!!!

Hate this.

2009-12-27T08:27:00.003+08:00

I hate it.

I hate it when people goes last mintue with me.
I hate it when people don't reply my smses.
I hate it when i don't know if i'm going out or not.
I hate it t keep saying i don't know.

I just hate it.

And i'm i'm pissed off.

Work at pilota/ xmas celebration with starhub peeps.

2009-12-24T14:05:00.006+08:00

Work at pilota few days back was slacky. Since coffee crowd have subsided, it seems like the sales have went a dip. Esp now that wang min comes for work, Qi qiang have t teach her and that means less crappings for me.

:(

Kay luh, not trying t sound jealous right. haha.

(from top :mandy& juntat. Down: QiQiang & wang min.)

Oh yes, manager gave me my second xmas present. Wow. But.. i have alr lehhhh.

Oh yes, yesterday was our starhub xmas celebration but almost everyone back out at the last mintue. Oh wells, can't be help i guess. But nevertheless, the peeps present yesterday really made the whole thing funny and crappy!!!
Was late t reach at 6pm cause i finish work at that timing and had no choice but reach at 7pm instead. Kbox all the way till 10pm and love the part where we went :

'SORRY SORRY SORRY'

LOL.

So everyone was suppose t bring one present along. And after much singing, it was time for the exchange of gifts.

With our own presents.

And then like finally! Draw lots and i gotten xieyao present while she got mine!

And was time t open the presents!!!

Haha, lucky she is nineteen alr mannnx. Cause the present i gave was a bottle of red wine. Cool or what. Heeeeee.

And aftermath, walked around orchard and i alr think that was pack enough. Oh man, tonight sure would be even more packed. Lucky i'm not going with carolyn they all. Went 99degrees after that and went home at 3plus am. Superly tired out.

Gotta rest more at home today. Today there's no work( manager told me yesterday that i don't need t come) but trml there is! Double pay.

Wohoooooooooooooooooo.

Esther says.. blog is getting ah-lian-ish. LOL.

2009-12-22T23:34:00.002+08:00

Just came back from esther house downstair. Heeeeee.

Tired tired tired. It's been the same routine day t day that it seems like a habit t me. I kind of miss school alr. Not actually, just the friends time.

Oh, and i quit telemarketing yesterday!!!! Played pool with qiqiang after work and lost terribly. Knew it. I still sucks at pool. I need more practice. Thursday?! Hopefully.

I dread tomorrow. Manager knows why. Rah.

But at the same time, can't wait for tomorrow kbox! Starhub flyer distributor Xmas celebration!

But my gift.. Hopefully the person that gets it would like it, really.

Dead day t day rountine.

2009-12-21T01:13:00.002+08:00

Met up with dear melvin mah(if i still rmb-ed correctly) this afternoon(or yesterday since it's past 12am) and headed lunch at amk hub. Went late for my bursary award ceremony but thanks god melvin is with me or i'll be so lost.
Ugly uniform with ugly eye bags and worst still, ON A SUNDAY. It seems weird. Very. Melvin had t stand outside the ceremony hall since inside was packed like sardine and was feeling all so guilty seriously. Later, still accomany me back t hub so as t drop the stupid cheque and then accompany me home again.

Where can i find such steady friend uh.

HYUK HYUK.

But he is hidding something from me. Kept me in supense even though i probe for like million times. Say what will tell me after O's results?!!!!! WTHHHH. But seriously, talking t melvin is great. :D

WTHHHHH, IT'S ALR 1.30AM .

Rah, there's work later at 10am. And i got t take 2 days off for telemarketing on tuesday and wed. Wonder would it be alright t do so. Hiax. And there's work at cafe for half day on eve. And am working on christmas itself for starhub.

HAIX, work and more work. Endless rountine.

WHAT'S NEW?

Bursary ceremony later. YAWNS.

2009-12-20T12:08:00.002+08:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED.

Didn't went for work yesterday but instead christmas shopping with brother. He bought me a bag and shoe from topshop!!! Whoohooo. Went down t bencolen but couldn't find his watch that he wanted.

Back t bugis junction.

Later, brother went off at 4plus 5pm and i went t meet angie since she was at bugis as well. Walked around before heading down t Dhoby Ghuat and said hi t all starhub friends!!

HEEEEE, more like i wanted t show off that i don't need t work!:D

Aftermath, went caribbean in the night. Play cards and more cards.

Siannnnnnnnnnn. Today also not working since bursary award is at 4.30pm which clashes with work. Whatever luh, doesn't matter since the money is much more than my one day work. Hahaha.

Meeting melvin for lunch at 2.30pm and he kindly volunteered t accompany me for the boring bursary award ceremony. ^^

I wanna rest more.. Trml there's work again. Yawns.

Bored out in the office.

2009-12-18T19:55:00.003+08:00

I'M SUPER BORED.

Currently inside the office using the computer instead of doing what i should do as a telemarketor. Whatever luh, i'm gonna quit it like at the end of the month and even my boss knows it. So hahaha, it's okay one luh.

But i better remember t clear history of this laptop later. REMEMBER.

Anyways, has been very busy this few days, and many things happen. It does seems a little hard t believe, but in any case it did happen. Dad came into my room on monday as early as 6am plus just so we could talk, the 2 of us. And i confessed everything t him.

Like always, he didn't seem t be unsupportive of my decision but rather he wants me t cherish. Yeah, but that was after much warnings. Now i could at least be more openly in going out. Thanks dad, you wouldn't know how much your words that day could affect me, but it did eventually.

Next, working at pilota cafe is the best place on earth. Everyone is so nice t me and they seems like a family t me now. Though i still detest the fact i had t set my alarm as early as 8am in the morning and rushing t work even when i'm super sleepy at 10am EVERY WEEKDAY, they never failed t make me laugh. And i never regretted working there.

Once, i was moody in the morning and didn't felt like talking, QiQiang and JunTat used all their jokes and craps just so i could be like my usual self. And mandy even bought breakfast for all of us yesterday! Auntie would always be there t help out at the counter during lunch crowds even though she was only supposed t work back in the kitchen.

Not only, JunTat always try t create some of his newly idea-ed dishes, and it'll always turns out so nice. Qiqiang is like always pampering on me like for instant, i say something like:

THE BLACK FOREST CAKE LOOK SO NICE.

The next moment, he took out a slice and ask me eat. :D

And not t mention, talking t me at night and ended up forgeting t do his seminar work. LOL. Nice lot of people i ever met. Pilotas' the best place, best people.

And also not t forget the bunch of people i met up after work just t eat. Incredible i'll say.

There's so many things i wanna type out here initially, but somehow it seems t disappear as i type this post. LOL.

Oh yeah, i wanna grumble for one last time~~~ All pilota staff is having fun at that christmas party yet i'm stuck here. I wanna goooooo. Rah.

And i miss him.

Sleepless night.

2009-12-14T03:30:00.001+08:00

Not sleep yet. I've t wake up at a freaking early 8am and i don't feel like sleeping now even though my whole body tells me t go and rest.

RAHHHHH RAHHHHHHH.

Late updates.

2009-12-13T09:18:00.004+08:00

Went out in the afternoon t bugis with my old dear clarice on tuesday and was missing her badly. Initially wanted subway but ended up trying some other cafes at ILUMA which ended up taste not too bad.
After which, went bugis street but couldn't find anything there. Went t hagi lane aftermath and took quite alot of pictures which is up on FB so not gonna upload everything here.

Went back for my telemarketing job after that.

After work went bugis again for arcade games, supper and then pub. Happening night for angie i reckon. Heeeee.

Wed was okay, went home early like 11pm? It was straight after work okay. LOL. Slept for awhile and went out t geylang t eat and saw alot alot ALOT of prostitute!! OMG. They look very pretty and their figures was like.. WHOOOOHOOOO.

Thursday.. First day work at PILOTA CAFE. Pilota is cool. people there is nice. But working hours is DEFINITELY not cool. 10pm till 6pm, after which telemarketing from 6.30pm till 9.30pm.

Therefore t say, i'm having 3 jobs for this month. After which, i'll quit telemarketing in the end of the month!(:

Camwhored in the office.

Anson came down t find angie too! (although it was not allow want lahhhh.)
Dammm sweet lor. Wapiang.LOL.

Went pool for awhile after work whith angie and anson (notice both starts with an A) at tpy@600 and after which left them and went balastier for dinner (or was it supper?) before meeting shirley and GFORCE for more pool at OCC.

Oh man, i'm starting t love pool more and more.

Friday.. Had work at pilota and was late!!! Cab down but still late for 20mins, wasted my money lor. People there is so nice!!! Heeeee. Esp the manager. Left at 6plus and took teave for telemarketing. Went t clarke quay and went HOOTERS for dinner!Woohoo, waitress there dam hot luh!

Me wanna work there too! LOL! (jkjk. )

Went bugis arcade for awhile and home at 11.30pm or so.

Sat... Late for starhub work!!! Rahhhhh. work was alright. Saw a couple of familar faces. Talk t beesian. Was called a stealer by some rah rah person! LOL, only ice cream whattttt. Hahaha. Next he accused me of stealing his heart. LOL, like super funny!

Went home at 9.30pm and finally dad saw my beutiful face and start grumbling about seeing less and less of me. Went out again for supper at AMK at 12am. Homed at 2am. Fast or what. LOL.

And yes yes, i'm getting fatter and fatter at the rate i'm going. This is no joke okay, eating supper at a ridiculous hour like 12am and pilota's crew kept feeding me with food.. OH MY GOD.

There's still starhub work later! I can't wait for 8pm t come quick. Rahhhhhh.

I AM VERY VERY HAPPY ABOUT MY LIFE NOW.

VERY.

feelings?

2009-12-08T11:38:00.000+08:00

There's really no way i can describe what feelings were. It's unpredictable.

Random.

2009-12-07T11:03:00.002+08:00

I tired t sleep back since it was still early but i failed! -.-

Gosh, been sleeping lesser and lesser this few days and panda eyes is showing like... There's work later and i can't imagine myself saying my name over and over again for four hours straight!!!!!:C

Luckily i wouldn't be alone in the office alr! Heeeee. Alex on cruise damnit. Liting finishing work at 6pm and marvin totally just heck the care out of us. But maybe that's a good thing and hopefully i'll be getting at least an appointment this week! God bless.

Maurice& cousin kerri wedding.

2009-12-07T10:22:00.002+08:00

Wedding dinner was awesome. Totally touched for the newly couple which made me wanna get married too!WAHAHAHAH.

And anyway, was kind of shocked by the amount of people that said so many good things about mum and i'm glad she was my mum. And at that moment, it was really kind of indescribable and i knew that time can't be turn around and i can't do anything t repay her for all my past misdeeds.

And i'm really glad for cousin kerri. Nearly cried when her best friend went up stage t give her a speech like seriously. Oh yeah, and the food was actually not to bad luh but i just didn't ate much. Brother went off t his friend house and ivan came t fetch me. Love the night scenery at marina.

Me and one of my cousin, forgotten name.

Hahaha, and i finally took a proper picture with brother!!!! Pester him like don't know what, HAHAHAHA.
People told me brother look like dad while i look like mum.. Haha, there's even people who don't know us mistaking us as a couple! LOL.

And and..

Am i really ready?

Itchy hands wanna blog.

2009-12-05T14:54:00.011+08:00

I know i mention yesterday that i wouldn't be blogging till sunday but my itchy hands tells me t JUST BLOG. Heeee.

So anyway, just wanted t clear my photos in my camera. Let me just rewind everything back t work on day1(tuesday) and sees some proof of how liting were so tired and zonked out. It's only day one c'mon.

On the bus back home:

Wed was okay since i was all alone in the office. Liting finish work at 6pm while i start at 6pm. Booooo man. Finished work and chris came t fetch me t liting house t return her the office key before fetching me t shirley house.

Slack awhile at shir house and jerry mummy and ivan( fairlady! Haha, you'll understand why later.) came down and drove us t some dessert shop called TANG SHUI at thomsom and had supper! :D

At shir house, camwhoring:

At that dessert shop, my mango pudding& the shop top fav! :

Slack around and ivan drove me home at 2.30am and got nagged by dad. :(

Thursday was just yet another boring working night. I was alone in the office AGAIN.
Friday(yesterday) was great cos i had my seoul garden like FINALLY!!!!!!(:

Met up shirley at her house at 12pm and went down t AMK hub t get her cash as well as t buy her heels. Chris came t fetch and went down t bugis for seoul!

AT SEOUL:

Ate until i nearly vomitted. LOL. Had like near t 3 plates of terriyaki chicken! And also plus alot of other stuffs as well. Wahahahahah.

And liting and chris was like damn lovey dovey! Wah piang, cannot stand them uh.
Me and shir:
Me and ting & chris:
Chris had t drove me t work at 6pm again cause i was running late. And i was smelling like terriyaki chicken i swear! Couldn't stand the smell of it!!!!!!

Later on met up with ivan at TPY hub and waited for shirley t reach. Jerry later finally reached at 11pm and drove shir while ivan drive me t beach road for pool! And yes, i suck at pool. Totally got no idea how t play and make a fool of myself even though they gave me plenty of chances. LOL.

Went down t lavender coffee shop or was it a market? for supper aftermath and i forgot t take picture of the amount of food that was called by shirley.

Scary~

But actually it's not really much come t think back.

Just look at the amount of dim sum basket(?) :

Ate till 2plus am and ivan(fair lady) drove me back. Oh yea, love his car like hell. 2 seater car and jerry mummy call it a selfish car. LOL.

Homed at 3am and didn't get scolded cause i told dad would be home late beforehand! Heeeee. And the bad thing on that day was.. Even after i bath and washed my hair like 2 times, it still smelled of terriyaki chicken.

WTHHHHH.

Okay, shall slack around and wait for bro t get home. Later there's wedding dinner and dad is not going. Hiax.

Oh yea, i didn't go for work today. :D

blog next time.

2009-12-04T12:09:00.002+08:00

AM VERY BUSY THIS FEW DAYS PLUS MY HOME INTERNET CONNECTION HAS SOME PROBLEM THUS THE DELAY FOR SO MANY DAYS. WILL UPDATE ON SUNDAY IF THE CONNECTION IS READY FOR IT.HEEHEE.

OH,. AND I'M VERY HAPPY WITH MY LIFE NOW!(:

First day work at ERA.

2009-12-02T00:42:00.003+08:00

Working was like WTH. Guess i just don't know how t talk politely on the phone and the stumblings just make everything even worst.Liting fluent speeches make it even more worst, damn, i need t learn how t talk. It's really hard, esp when i kept forgetting t add the 'CAN I ASK ,MAY I ASK, ETC' thing in the front of evey sentence. Worst, fixing one appointment alone is really hard and yeah it's kind of obvious i failed t do so.

One month. I'll endure for a month and find a better job.

Dad & bro even scold me being stupid for not accepting the Kpool Cashier job. It's even better like wth. 3 day work though it's until 1am. But, it's really good. It's even more than how much i'm paid being a telemarketer.

I AM FULL OF REGRETS.

weekend... Tiring like mad.

2009-12-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

Some pictures taken like during work.
A brief of my days spent.

Double pay on friday and dinner with Jianwei aftermath. Work on sat and left at 7.30pm and had dinner with both sister and angie at nebo! Took some pictures but it's with sister.

And sunday was the best.

After work went over t shirley house before her friend came over her house there and drove us t slack at some nearby amk hub coffee shop and headed off t orchid country club for pool at 11pm.
Haha! They taught me how t play, but i'm a terrible learner. homed at 12.30pm.

Monday had interview and is starting work on tuesday! Rah, i'm earning very little since i gave up the position of personal assistance t liting. And is only earning.. Forget it, shall not say. It's just less than 500 per month like wth, maybe i'll do a month or so.

Telemarketor? Just give it a try! It's a listing company anyway!

Shall go hop around in the cyber for awhile and head for sleep alr!

My head is spinning again. Rah.

Barrier.

2009-11-29T08:58:00.003+08:00

How does it felt like t be like a murderer, when you've killed so many people and you felt guilty.
You wanted t do something so that you'll feel much less of the guilt,
You wanted t stop killing so that you sin no more.
You wanted t stop killing people and start talking t them nicely,
You wanted t stop all this and be friends with everyone.

But each time, no matter how hard you try,
you failed.

'Not because you didn't try. But because you didn't didn't try hard enough',
People say.

But how t stop being a murderer after being one for so long?
How do you stop feeling like you killed and you're feeling guilty?

'It's a barrier thing', they say,

Then what exactly does it takes t overcome it?

You know it isn't a right thing.
You know you wanted t talk t everyone nicely.
You wanted t stop killing and stop feeling like this.
You wanted t trust once more.

But there again,

'It's a barrier thing.'

Speechless.

2009-11-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

How many times do i have t go through this?

If only clarice is here, definitely would make me smile once more with just one call. Shit, i'm feeling lost without her already. Who can i tell to? No one is free when i need them.

Total $#^%&$$.

I'm so fed up, with myself.

I'm am sick. (Terribly)

2009-11-26T15:45:00.003+08:00

Hadn't been ablle t blog that prom post even though i;ve uploaded it as draft just that no lettering has been type and stuff.

And it wasn't me that went MIA. I didn't, i was just sick.

On monday morning, i woke up only t find myself having fever. So i was kind of upset cause i was suppose t go out t find jobs. But i was telling myself, alrights, that's not too bad. At least i know i'll healed before tomorrow so that i can go out with clarice.

Bad thing was, on tuesday i woke up, only t find my fever still not subsided yet. Went doc and was told may be case of H1N1 and was given 7days mc. Went home and rest aftermath.

Wednesday, woke up t find my fever was all gone! Yay. Just a little headache here and there, muscle ache and was still coughing like mad. Went t take archies from best friend and JianWei came t my house there t pass me herbal as well. Awwww. Thanks guys.

And today morning, i recieved a bad phone call. Told only angie and my brother, so both of you shut up and don't tell anyone.Yupp, and i'm still coughing like wth, alot. And yes! Tomorrow there's double pay!:D

And you cannot imagine what i've been eating this past few days. Apart from monday which i ate magee mee for both lunch and dinner which resulted naggings from aunt, i've been eating plain porridge for 3 days straight. Yucks.

PROM NIGHT 09 / Work (NOV22)

2009-11-22T21:13:00.027+08:00

Prom night was not exactly fun nor a blasted one. And the fact that i overslept and went late at the start of meeting esther and aizen didn't seem great at all. Nevertheless, they were kind enough t only use sarcasim on me and nothing else! Wheeeeeee.

Did took alot of pictures with alot of different people .Most of it up on facebook , i'll just upload some of it here.Pictures not according cause i'm really lazy t spend some time on the post alr.

Prom queen for 2009!!!!!Anf of course not t mention,It was definitely sad that grace wasn't there that day! But hmmmm well, will go out soon!

Some of the other random pictures i took. Can you guess who are the one on the screen?!!!And the best picture i like which i took. Classic man.

Think prom finish off at around 11 or so? I couldn't remember much. But aftermath, me,munyee and clarice went walking and roaming about, snapping pictures as though we were some kind of tourist.And later on rest oursleves at HagenDaz!And on the way t clake quay mrt station, we saw this 'christmas tree' for the wishing for 2050!Cool or what?!And aftermath continued and took our last picture before munyee dad drove us back home!!!:D

Lastly,

Work(Nov22) was okay. Slack like don't know what since alan didn't work. Saw this which was suppose t 'stand up' but instead it kinds of topples down.Me and beexian.Me and hendry.Kay luh, i know i look freaky cause i didn't like my camera flash. But the one in hendry camera was good!!!! Oh man, speaking of that, i've yet t take it from facebook.

And friday there's double pay since it's public holiday! But only 6 people are allowed t work on that day hence, pick up lots was the only way t solve!And by their expression... can see right. LOL.

Alrights, i know this post is alittle not very exciting. I'm just way too lazy.

Way too.

Late updates.

2009-11-22T00:50:00.003+08:00

Prom was actually kind of fun when everyone starts t grab whoever they saw near them for photo taking. but When it comes t food, it's seriously a disappointment. Shall talk more about prom night of the before, process and after when i get hold of all pictures! Meanwhile, all my camera pictures is on FB! Help yourself t it yeah?!:D

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Work today was terrible cause i had t endure the blister on my foot and stand through out. Sister kind-heartedly went down t visit me with drinks and plasters! Very thoughtful, thanks sis!

Went t liting house after work since her mum cook my share of dinner as well and saw that ultra scan! Random thoughts flooded me like:

What exactly is life?, What's purpose of life?, etc.

To be honest, i'm terribly disheartened of with you.

Eat like some pig.

2009-11-19T22:29:00.002+08:00

Prom is like tomorrow but i still didn't cared much and ate all i want. Like for instant, yesterday at liting house, i was helping myself t her tibits at her house and then charmaine suddenly state:

YOUR PROM COMING SOON ALR YOU STILL EAT SO MUCH.

Okay, fine, i'll be fat tomorrow. Don't be shocked.

But i don't care, and i just finish off the whole packet of chocolate cookies while watching Autumn's Concerto !!!^^

LOL. Okay, i'm being random here, and i'm still hungry despite my dinner, all the fruits, all the cookies ate. WOW.

Prom? What's that?!!!!!

LOL.

My feet is dying.. BIG TIME.

2009-11-19T16:40:00.005+08:00

Had insomia the day before yesterday, which resulted in the fabulous shagged face and horrible eye bag.

Went down t Dhoby Ghaut for the telemarketer trail thing yesterday with angie only t find out we were kind of cheated. Gave us some wrong info and sent us off after asking us t fill up one stupid form, stating 'WILL CALL YOU BACK'.

But deep inside it means, 'fill up that bloody form and never come back.'

And cause my flats broke, i had no choice t wear heels since they state the previous day that 'NO SHORTS, NO SLIPPER.' And because of that, my pathetic foot have t suffer. If that stupid company have check properly before that, i wouldn't have t suffer! ALL THEIR FAULT LUH.

Walked around Plaza sing aftermath. Ate, walked, camwhored as usual.

What on earth was i trying t do?????!!!!!!!!
After walking around like hours, i gave up and complained t go home. Later, suggestted bouncing back home since i need rest for my pathetic foot. I kept giving this look.

At marina bay, played around!

Acting cuteeeee despite out age. LOL.

And while trying t advertise for my camera case.

Homed at 3 plus and headed out again t get my altered dress! And aunt called me t buy something back on the way home from the market near my house. And ended up after buying, it poured like super heavu and i was stucked there.

For one ridiculous hour.

Wasted my time siaaaaaaaaa. I didn't sleep the previous night and i was yawning all the way. And ended up, i still got drenched since i didn't wanted t wait for another one hour and ran all the way home in the rain. WTH.

Slept and woke up at near 7pm. Ate my dinner and went over t liting house and everything turned out alright. But it did really scared me when her mum's reaction was so calm and was all smiles. WTH, which mother have such tolerance?!!!!!!!! Me, charmaine, shirley was all so speechless!!!! OMG. Reached homed at 11pm.

Today was freaking tired and woke up only at 12plus. Washed up and went over t shirley house. Went t amk hub. Ate, shop and i rip her a pair of heels! (it's some sort of a militery boots uh) Not literally rip luh, that was my belated present anyway.

Thanks girl!

Oh yeah, just now at code red(the shop which i bought my heels) and the salesgirl actually got a shock and ask me how i got my foot hurt till like that. And i was like, my heels lor. Yes, my anna nucci heels. Rahhhhh.
And FYI, my blister is really horrible. Literally the whole foot okay. I wonder how am i going t endure tomorrow at the prom. Somemore, clarice and i agreed on walking all over places and get our legs killed! LOL.

My legs is killed alr, how t be kill the second time?!!!!

I'm gonna put some cream now, hope that miracles happen and my foot t be healed by tomorrow.

Feelings.

2009-11-18T00:39:00.005+08:00

I'm guilty, terribly. I don't know, if that was really the best thing t do. But please, don't hate me.

I wish, i didn't have t be me.
I wish, i could be alittle more heartless.
I wish, i could just heck the care of what was so truamatizing me.

Why can't i be alittle more not me? Why does it happens t me all the time? Why me out of so many people?

It gets a little sick and irritations comes after awhile.

Yet, some people just like all these of stupid little attentions.

Sometimes, i wish i'm a little more flirt, a little more play girl and a little more not me.

But, it's so hard and i just can't seems to.

Why do i have t be me?

Great, now i won't be able t sleep. Insomia, arghhh.

Christmas party any?

2009-11-17T18:01:00.003+08:00

Last year december hols, i attended this chirstmas party with andra teacher and her church friends. I wonder, if this year have the same gathering again. I kind of miss it really. When everyone played around and everyone so enthu about almost everything, regardless the games, interactions, foods, sermons, etc.

I hope there is.

Went down serangoon and got my dresses altered, hopefully t get it back by thursday. But there again, i may not have the time t go down and take. There's a trail work trml, and actually i don't know if i really should consider that since it's a lowly paid like 5bucks per hour. My starhub job earns 60bucks perday, working at 8.5hours. This job earns also 60bucks per day, however working at 12 hours!!!

Both job is located at Dhoby Ghaut. Coincidence or what?!

But there again, all the previous work choice given were either like commonwealth or jurong east, just the thought of travelling down turns me off.

Though it's like kind of lowly paid, the person that called said it's negotiable based on how many assignments. So it may be good and it may not be. But i may also not be given the job tomorrow too. So what's there t worry? Myabe i should just shut my mouth and see how it goes tomorrow.

Going out soon, shall go bath now.

Job interview @ Recruit express.

2009-11-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

Met up with angie first before meeting with qinghai for the interview at recruit express. Finished everything at around 3pm or so and headed down t haji lane!(second time there!)
And i saw lots and lots of dresses and tops as well which i wanna buyyyyyyy. Money moeny please! Can't wait for next month when my pay comes. I wanna go in every shop there esp THE BLOGSHOP and clear their stocks away!!!!! Rahhhhhhhh!!!!

Inside one of the shop, saw this cute little dog and couldn't resist my love for it! Played and snap a picture of it after asking the permission from it's owner!And it makes me think of my stupid ugly dog at that moment! Wonder why do i always think of my dog whenever i sees other dog outside?!!!!! I love my dog toooooo much alr luhhh.

Walked over t iluma and roam around before bused home!

Homed at 7.30pm.

I am very very unsure.

weekend work.

2009-11-15T21:25:00.003+08:00

Work was kinda fun on saturday since there's roadshow on going and everyone was in their not-bad-mood. Plus the fact that there wasn't alot of flyers t give out so it was kind of slack. And the fact that obama came t singapore blocked alot of roads and that include istana as well.

Ended up, everyone cramped at the road show and bus stop.

Look at the flyers that we have t give out. It seems alot, but compared t today, it's nothing. People that came for work today would surely knew what i meant.

Later after work, headed back AMK for dinner with sister. Subway!

Hahaha, sister told me it's his first time eating subway. I couldn't believe it at first. Hhahaha, suagu.

*********************

No pictures for today since everyone was not in mood cause we were asked t finish like a ridiculous sum of 10k flyers plus alot alot of extras which add up t another 1k. And everyone nearly died i swear. No one was in the mood t joke but everything was actually kind of alright until the small hipcups in between and it kind of went awry.

I didn't know they were so childish as t pull such a prank. It's really ridiculous. Lucky BeeXian was so nice lor. Ruin image and now we know that we cannot judge the book by it's cover. Booo.

Am still feeling very uncomfortable. Shall go rest.

Out town with the girls! (Without Ting)

2009-11-14T09:10:00.005+08:00

Met up with angie and carolyn (Ting was sick) and headed town. Actually, i didn't have anything t buy except for NF shorts as well as few pieces of casual dresses since the initial plan was t go Ion then bugis. But didn't know what exactly happen, everything took for a change and ended up everyone was shopping for their prom dress, acessories, shoes, make up, etc etc.

Hhahaha, both carolyn and tian huar caught on my camera! They need some attention!:D

SHE:Don't move! I beat you uhhhh!!!!

HE: But very itch luhhhhhh....

She:give you kiss luh, don't sad~~~~~

LOL. Okay, i fabric the whole thing out. But it sound true anyway. LOLLOL!

Practically walked in like don't know how many shops. From riverisland to bebe to don't know where(Cannot rmb the shop name) until the last stop at zara. Found our prom dress and went so excited!!!! Heeee heeee.

Later on, went the amazing toilet t touch up as well as camwhored.

Me and angie!Me and carolyn!Carolyn and angie!Together!!!!:D

Later on, continued for more walkings until we practically went hungry and dinner time!Whooooots! Balithai cuisine is love~Actually there's alot more food. But i'm very lazy t take every picture of it. Besides, i was more into eating y'know! :D

Later, bought out make ups and accessories and their heels as well. Trained back amk t meet up with dear sister! So long since we met! Botak!!!! Ahahahaha!Ate dessert (he treat!) and talks! SAW THIS! And couldn't resist my young at heart attitude.Lastly, a proper picture for both of us!:D

( I swear i didn't know my dress was that shirt until i saw the picture and screammmmm. LOL)

And sister kindly accompanied me home and homed at 11pm! :D
Kay, blogging out this post is making me late. It's 9.50 alr. I've not bathe and stuff.

WOOOORRRKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

Town with babes!

2009-11-13T13:23:00.005+08:00

Later going out town with the babes!!!! Whoooots! But the sky is darker than the charcoal. Hopefully town don't pour or else... Arghhh.

Oh man, it's been so long since i saw liting! I am definitely very excited! (:

It's still too early t prepare since we're meeting at 4pm. Hmmmmmm. Shall go and eat instant noodle now, updates more later.

Start of the longgggggg hols.

2009-11-12T17:33:00.015+08:00

Phone went unusually quiet today. Maybe i did right yesterday, but i knew, i've ruin impression of myself completely.Nevertheless, i still hope for it that it's a good decision. I need assurance.

Packed the room and tada! My room is so clean and neat!!!!! Ahahaha. And the rest of the day? I slept it off.

LOL.

I'm such a pig. Tonight sure cannot fall asleep alr. I wonder how's the case coming along? I didn't have the guts t ask anyway, what's the use of me worrying the wrong time?

I love my message tone so much now! I need more people t message me so as t hear more of it. LOL. Britney song's 3.

Angie just message me. Waiting for her reply. Byeeeeeee.

Finally.. A proper post.

2009-11-12T01:29:00.005+08:00

Freakkkkk, my whole body is aching. Rahhhhh.

O'level is finally over! Yay, and that means the start of work! But there again, i've not found a weekday job yet though i've apply a few through the net. Hopefully they'll call, i need a job now like seriously.

The day before the MCQ paper, went town with both angie and carolyn. Carolyn was last mintue luhhh, so she practically wore her uniform over.

While trying t kill time since we were waiting for carolyn, camwhored. Talkings and more.

Reach town and ate yoshinoya! I kept saying i wanted KFC cause i was craving for it, but it's 2 against one. What's more i could do?

And later haeded for more camwhores!!!!!!

Gosh, this is damn funny. Carolyn was trying t 'style' her hair or whatever, i just went snapped. LOL.

Right, like i said i was craving for KFC. Thus, after the last paper, headed t library t borrow books(hardworking or what?!!!) and then KFC. Headed back home aftermath. Very very simple get together of me and clarice but just doing simple things, laughings, heart talks is more then enough! And at the same time, i'm very reluctant. Reluctant for my dependence on her t end it like that, but i gotta learn. Face up t reality, poly life come next!

(or maybe still sec5?! Might retained ehh)

And i was saying earlier on how i was aching yea? Cause maybe due t the fact that every single night i stayed at mac until the weeeeeeeee hours, i couldn't stand facing the room alone. Thus, i got this crazy idea and went t CB park and RUN.

At 12am.

Funny or what?! Think my dad got a shock just now cause he went out of his room when he heard me opening the door. And he ask me where i was going.

And i was like : RUN LOR. LOL.

And i'll definitely miss the days i am in mac. Not the part where i mug till i nearly died. But the part where i spent my time with so many people. And learn how cruel and practical life is. Reality sucks.

And i'll be staying at home on thursday! Thought i told everyone who ask me out that i'm not free, i'm not lying. I got t pack my room. It's so pack and messy that i even had t walk on my books since it's scattered all over the floor. Plus i'm broke like hell now so no thanks. friday still got town shopping with liting and co. Wah piang.

I'm still not tired ehhh, how uhhhh.

Shall go do some reflection. Byee people.

pictures coming up... SOON!

2009-11-11T08:50:00.002+08:00

I'm so weird, damn weird.

Yesterday headed town with carolyn and angie and they bought a number of things, but not for me. Nothing caught my eye. >.<

Few days back, went really stupid and didn't know what overcame me. Why would anyone cab down t SK in the middle of the night at 2.30am?! I'm really stupid. Shall not believe anymore. Really. I need t divert my focus like seriously.

Alrights, hotmail got problem, cannot even send a mail. F luh. Make me on computer for nothing.-.-

Gotta go, bye people.

Indescribable feelings.

2009-11-09T14:12:00.002+08:00

So many ramblings i wanna make. But stupid computer is like a piece of shit, infected with lots of virus.

Damn sad, ManU lost t chelsea. WHAT THE HELL. I swear i was damn angry and was swearing inside me. Can't say out luh, mac alot people. And it's like, i was the only girl watching. Damn weird. Doesn't girls watch? Maybe they don't do that at mac, but i was studying at there as well.

Work on weedend was kind of slack. Cause i slack until like, yeah alot. Attitude was horrible as well, sorry gayness!:(
Went back home alone for the past 2 days cus i was the only one that headed back at 7.30pm.Shall do that from now on. Skip break, go home and eat. And save money!:D Can even cut down weight leyyy. Kill 2 birds with one stone. How efficient.

Went back school just now in the morning t clear the locker. Took bus home and overslept. Took one whole round inside bus76 and only reach home at 1plus instead of 11plus. 2 hours bus ride is coooooool.

I want t make myself as busy as don't know what this few days. I need something t make me stop thinking. Stop dwelling. Stop focusing and stop hoping.It's not gonna happen anyway. I'm not happy, not happy at all. I feel very very distant from the world, if not clarice still there with me, think i'll die from all this suffocation. Too much for me t absorb. I can't stand this anymore.

Mcq paper gonna start very soon, and that means.. End of o's! Oh yes!!!!!!(: Can't wait, esp girls outing!Oh my oh my. I'm broke like don't know what alr. Broke until i need t eat air.

:(

Disappointed.

2009-11-07T09:20:00.004+08:00

Somehow, i'm feeling like this again.

Not the first time alr, yet.. Seriously, nvr met a guy so rebellious before, not one like you.

'I miss you'

'I've fallen for you'

'Give me a chance t hold you and love you'

'I'm thinking of you'

Which one sounds true? Yet, i knew i knew..

I'm terrible. I'm just like a piece of shit now.

SHERYL SNG SOP IT. You're hopeless, ridiculously hopeless. You knew how would it end, yet you gave it time and time again. Can't you stop being like this? I'm utterly dsappointed in you.

left last 2 MCQ paper!

2009-11-06T20:26:00.002+08:00

Finally got the chance t sit down. YAY.

After biology paper, headed t town on a very last mintue decision. Bought GD and WJ present as well as went t buy myself 2 dress.And shit. I'm begining t see and buy alot of dress. For one thing, i didn't really like wearing a dress. Speaking of which, i bought myself yet another dress last week but i'm goona give angie. :D

Last week after i headed town i spent 30bucks.

This time round, it's 60 bucks.

And clarice jokingly told me the next time round, it'll be 120bucks. LOL.

Haiz, it's friday and there work tomorrow. Part of me wants t go work but part of me says no. So fickle, so indecisive. So not me!

And anyway, biology today wasn't well done. Though i went mac t study with a determined heart, it still failed. Alot of happening things happened luh. Not my fault. I was truamatized lor.And my leg is still feeling jellyyyyy. Cause on the way back home, the mrt got stuck for freaking long and i got t stand all the way. And i jusr realize i hav't eaten my dinner yet. My stomach is calling out t me!!!! Heeeeee.

But there's no food except for the pineapples inside fridge. Sorry my cute little stomach.

Randommmm.

2009-11-05T14:11:00.002+08:00

Like many know, i screwed my history up for sleeping the whole paper and woke up only t find that time was up. Now that i think of it, i'm plain idiotic. But it's over, and i've done whatever i could t salvage the situation. Thanks clarice!

I'm over the whole issue. It actually kind of freak me about how much i actually took this thing so well. Maybe cause this whole period of time i've come t know a couple of people who take things very very well? Yea maybe, so i shall not spent any time dwelling on it anymore.

Biology tomorrow and i am freeeeeeeeee. Can't wait.

Ehhh, no. It's next wed. There's MCQ. ):

Nvm, there's work this weekend, cause my two weeks leave is over! Kind of miss the late studying at mac and crap with those ah bengs. But, i shall go back t my life once o's over. Yea.

Shall steal a nap before mac study. Gonna do well for paper tomorrow!(:

Jiayou sheryl!

Tons of photos!

2009-11-01T07:13:00.004+08:00

Gosh, just came back home like not too long ago and i'm really tired out alr. Gonna rush this out and get some sleep uhhh. Still haven't decide go where study later though but i guess it's okay.

Just some ramblings before i continue.

WTH, my whole body smell of smoke now yuckkkkssss t the max. Thanks t GD. He came down t mac and find me at 4am just now and we talk quite awhile and stupidly he smoked. Three sticks somemore. WTHHHHHHHH. But i'll shall be kind enough and stop rambling since he was kind of drunk and i had t accompany him back t his shop or whatever it's called.

And there is one kind uncle who sat the table next t mine gave me the free mac instant win of fillet.AHAHAHAHA.

Okay, so few days back, or last week? Have been studying with the same people over and over again and it's really kind of not productive leyyyy. Maybe it's my own problem luhhh.

Okay, the picture i was wearing the stupid spec was actually kind of dumb but whatever luhhh. I just look very very guai right.

On the 25oct, which was on the sunday, YuenYee and bro had actually made a small surprise for meeeeee! Since i was using the computer (at the living room) and my brother and YY was going out and my brother actually kind of cheat me and lure me into the room t take his phone which he 'forget t take' and told me was on the table. Since i was so nice, left the computer and went into the room and i saw what was in front of me.

AND I SCREAMMMMMMEEDDD. OHHH MYY GAWDDDDD.

And i'm really happy! Even though 28oct was math paper2, people still never failed t give me presents as well as having the initiative t wish me! What's more could i asked?!

Headed town today with shirley t buy liting present (belated) as well as t make use of the River Island voucher my borther gave. And stupid shirley was like taking forever. I told her that i'll meet her at 12, and i was late for 45mins alr, but she was even later. Had t go t her house t rush her and stuff and was feeling kind if pissed off.
Later on, went down t orchard and yay, i bought my wallet alr! Off you go ripcurl! You torn old ripcurl! Heeee.I swear the picture do no justice t the wallet cause in actual it's really chio cannnnnnn.

Later on ate at far east and gayness came down t find us for awhile too!

Dress code for the day:

And i actually forgot that yesterday was halloween until there were 'monster' giving out sweets at Far east and the halloween deco.

Later on, shirley went t meet her whatever person while i went pissed off with sister. Asshole like helllllll. But nvm, forget it. Later on, met up with angie for study but failed like usual. Camwhored though.

And i was inspired once again by esther's dao look. But i think i still can't win her in this.

She's too good for such photos.

many thanks!

2009-10-28T19:41:00.002+08:00

Firstly, Thanks for all the presents and all the wishes! All the present was all damn unpredictable! Esp ESTHER UHHHH. So honoured t be the one that top your most expensive gift of 2009. LOL.

Thanks everyone!

However, birthday this year isn't just so great. Not when you realized that math paper2 was so hard and you flunked it and it still falls on your birthday. Luckily, it's not every year. Or else i'll die from exhuastion with all the memorizing and working of math questions. At least, i don't have t worry math for now.

Oh!!!!! I'm craving for sakae sushi buffet!!!!! Sponser anyone?!!!! Haha! Random.

Shall go and prepare for my stuff for mac later. Who actually study during birthday?

Yucks.

Exams flunked?

2009-10-28T01:55:00.003+08:00

Just reach home from mac and here i am using the computer. But duh, i won't be using long cuz the stupid computer has been infected with some idiotic virus. Thus every 20-30 mins later, the computer will restart on it's own. WOW.

Anyway, just t update a few things.

Last sunday was actually kind of a sad day since liverpool won over ManU. I think it's really ridiculous and i really find that hard t believe. Even until now. It's like, stupid football channel will replay the match and just yesterday morning while trying my freaking best t revise math paper1, it somehow purposely replayed the match. What a timing. And at freaking 65mins and 95mins i went into the toilet. Just didn't felt like watching how liverpool scored. Arghhh.

Monday english was not as great like i imagined. Paper1 part 2 was a great disappointment. Content and everything wasn't there. What worst was the paper2. Passage was hard and i missed out like super alot things for my summary. Seriously, i'm scared. What if i get F9? Or an E8?

Tuesday math paper1 was neither easy. Truthfully speaking, i've really spent all my efforts trying my best t learn and memorise thing. Never once i put in so much affort for math. But after paper ended, it's like another bad feeling. Somehow, i'm actually reluctant for the day of releasing results.

Math paper2 is just hours away and i'm not prepared.

Honestly, i can feel the fear within.

Feelings.

2009-10-21T23:04:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow marks the start of O's if not counting for english oral. Science practical and i got no idea what t study.Though i've been going t the mac for like almost every night, it didn't seem t be much of a use. Couldn't really be productive since friends were there, couldn't help myself but talk. I'm really terrible.

Dear lord, i want t pray for all my friends, that they will not panick during exam tomorrow but instead you will lead them into the right path and give them courage. Give us a clear mindset and read whatever is on the paper and follow. Lord, i also want t pray for liting, that no matter what decision she may comes to, or whatever obstacle she may face in the future, you will be there for her, watching and walking through every steps she takes. Let her not be guilty with her decision, and let her think carefully. Lastly, i want t pray for carolyn, that she will not be fill with remorse and allow her t continue with life now. In jesus name i pray, amen.

Kay, this is the first time i'm actually typing out whatever i prayed. I just hope it'll helps seriously. And i got a feeling, whatever is happening around me, allows me t realize how lucky i was of my decision made with regards t my previous relationship. I really cannot imagine what if i'm the one in liting's shoe? What would have become of me? Nevertheless, i just hope everything would turn out right. I really don't wish for her t live with guilt in her rest of her life. Honestly, i'm worried.

Wordy.

2009-10-19T16:25:00.001+08:00

Oh man, i'm using the computer more and more frequently. This isn't good.

And i actually failed t wake up at 5.30am this morning and instead waking up at 10.30am. Met up with XianDa at mac at 11am and math consultation went on. He left at 1 plus though and i had t finish off that casco trail practice 6 paper one myself. Saw denise there too and was much of a surprise since she doesn't acually live anywhere near me.

And i actually screamed (kind of) inside mac while grumbling all the nothings to clarice. It really make me feel bad and guilty while talking about the whole thing, but at least i felt slightly better aftermath. It always does after talking t her. Bestie.

Left mac at around 4pm and called clarice for something very important or i assume that t be. And she kind of told me that she and ah meng is buying my present together! Shall either bribe them t tell me what one another is buying or shall glue myself t them if they ever go somewhere together after school.

Sounds like a great idea, Hahaha.

Shall go and steal some sleep now cuz i'm later going out t mac (again) with my dearest liting. It's been so long since i last saw her. Gonna teach her humanities and chem and i seriously hope i won't teach her any wrong stuff. Great, shall go and revise my work first after my nap and before i teach!

Nights people.

Edited:
Meng chao says he is not buying my present alr cus there's too many presents t buy. :(

highly addictive.

2009-10-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

Okay, shall go mac later at 5.30am instead of the 12.30am since i'm really lazy alr and tired.

So what now? I just felt like digging one hole and hide myself. I feel so bad. And having mood swings this few days only seems t make matter worst. I'm failing myself. I need some strength. I need it badly.

Post with pictures, finally.

2009-10-18T21:19:00.008+08:00

I should be uploading all these photos after o'level. But i'm really kind of tempted t post up photos and update my blog. And i'm going t login facebook later and upload photos too! Like finally login, hahaha.

Okay, life has been really busy this few weeks. Work, study, school, etc. Can't imagine how i'll be like if my life is like this forever.

Work last week was okay. Though alan really went crazy and kind of vent all his frustrations on us. LOLS. (inside jokes)

You know cause o's is really nearing, gayness wanted t prove everyone wrong that he actually can juggle between work and study. Thus, he really make use of every single time.

How hardworking is him uh. He better score for o's or else! Heeeee:D

Okay, i kind of forgot what happened in detailed last week and this week. All i could remember was the crazy boss and the every crazy night self study at mac alone. Okay, not exactly, shirley did came down twice t accompany me and my beloved brother too! Didn't know how much i'm loved!

HAHAHAHAHA!

Shall be contented!

Went Bukit Panjang Plaza with esther few days back(?) t find out dear mr freemer. Damn, he's such a big shot, we actually endured the ONE AND HALF HOUR trip down, and yes another of that while back home. Such torture, just because of freemer! Touched or what?!

Our dear esther koh and mr freemer.

And out main purpose was t study together. But the plan find of flopped which was kind of expected actually. But nevertheless, had fun with both of them!

And headed t plaza garden for some photo taking session. It's not liike everyday that we go BBP lor.

Till the next time, mr freemer! :D

Not much of pictures in the later days since it's school and study and mac like almost single day. And like i said, too much of study which later resulted in more time spending inside mac. And it's really really disgusting i swear. I mean the smell of it. Imagine having t smell it like everyday? How disgusting.

Please don't mention a word of mac after o's okay. LOLS.

And like i mention, shirley came down twice just t accompany me. I swear if she's a guy, i'll definitely fall for him. How many guys would actually take the effort t accomapany their girl friend or whatsoever in the middle of the night or should i say, in the middle of the morning? Hhaha.

NIGHT 1:

Was trying t look sad cause i had t sacrifice my sleep for study. And the bad thing was, nothing gets into my brains. Uh-Oh.

NIGHT2:
She was actually doing math you know. How cool is that?! I thought she gave up on studies ever since sec3?!
Yay, it time for study~ *sarcastically*

Shall forward t the weekends. Saturday was really great due t the double pay and the absence of our dear boss. Lot's of kids were roaming around plaza singapura area due t the open house of Istana.

Being a noobie and was feeling really curious, me and gayness skip break t take a short tour inside.
And it did seems like we were not the only ones that have never been there before! Ha!

And being so kaisu and the truama of the escape of mas selamat, some safety measures is definitely essential!

Had quite a number of photo takings with gayness. We were like some typical tourist you know, trying t snap everywhere and yea, self -timed 'couple' photo.

And scenery inside Istana is cool shit!

And had some (one t be precise) group photo on saturday!

(XieYao, me, YanJi and gayness)

Had dinner at aston with all of them except for Xieyao since she went off first. And freak! The queue was super long and i was really really hungry. And during the queuing up and eric plus ah beng went for the toilet, i pester both of them t take another round of photos.

Let that be the last.

Whatever happen t my perfect photo taking skills?!

Gayness!

And last but not least,
I admit i got fat cheeks luhhhhh. Cannoootttt uhhhhh.

And work today was freaking boring. Hendry(XY fren) was really shy i think. If not for the 'presence' of gayness, i bet i'll probably be bored t death. Okay, exaggerated. But he was reallt shy but hardworking.

Unlike me.

Though gayness sound very noble t come and visit me at work while he studied at starbucks, he did something really really bad today and pissed me off like don't know what. Despite my continuously pleads and threatens and warnings not t do that, he still did. And even up till now, i'm still pissed off.

He better knows what rights and wrong before i turn uncivilised and start swearing at him. Don't make me do that on him.

And the boss of ours were being extremely nice today! Guess the 2 day HTC TOUCH2 promotion kind of wear him out? He actually went into the room and slept and SNORED. Damn loud somemore.
Kay luh, i know i'm damn Kuku t actually post it on blog, but i guess it won't be such coincidence that he happen t chance upon my blog and saw this. I doubt it anyway. Hhaha.

I doubt i can make it t mac at 11pm later. I've still not login into facebook and i kind of don't feel like doing so alr. Alrights then, facebook photos upload shall be drag till o's over. I'm really lazy luh.

Time check : 10.52pm.

random again.

2009-10-18T08:33:00.003+08:00

Crap, I really got tons of pictures t upload now. I should refrain myself from pictures actually.Haha.

Yesterday work was great for one thing since alan didn't come.Couldn't explained how happy we all were. Sad thing is, alan is working for today and all the other people is not working except for me.

Yes, me only. With a newbie. (Xieyao friend which i've never seen before)

Arghhhh, hopefully today alan won't be much of a sucker!

And and and... Oh god, i forgotten what i wanted t say alr.

Oh! Er, YanJi quited! Now we got one less crapper at work. :(

Actually i got nothing t type alr since i'm not intending t upload any photos till probably o's is over.

So bye bye.

random.

2009-10-17T08:03:00.001+08:00

WOOOOOOOOHHOOOOOOOOOO!!!

I'm using the computer now! You gt no idea how exciting this is! LOLS.

Okay, even though it's only for awhile. Work later and double pay! :D

Feelings.

2009-10-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

I'm kind of speechless actually, right after what i heard. It make no sense, i'm unsure even myself, not t say, you. I'm such a hypocrite, do i fancy you, or your education qualitfication? So feelings could be measured? Who knows, it's only an infatuation. It's kind of indescribable you said, but i'll say you don't even know why. It's really hard, now i wish i hadn't ask and act all dumb. I won't say it's curiousity, but i just felt that being straightforward in this case is much more of a winning solution. Maybe, you'll find someone that will like you as who you are, unlike me. I'm really really unsure of my own feelings that it really kinds of scare me. Even if things don't come out as you hope for, i just wish you won't avoid me. It's really a blessing coming t know you and i'm really happy just knowing you.

And i know you'll be reading this, please don't hate me.

FB a/c

2009-10-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

I just gotton myself a facebook account, not exactly, since everything was done by mengchao! HAHAHA!I never even login t explore yet. Shall do that after o's!:D

Thanks mc!

( Even if you use the other password i also don't mind since you are so nice!)

I am lost in cyber world.

2009-10-12T21:50:00.003+08:00

I miss the computer so much. Such a sin, i know i shouldn't have on the computer, but no choice cus i seriously needs t get my songs inside my pathetic phone change. I 've listening t the same tracks over and over again! Esp since i listen t them whenever i start t study or practically where i go. HAHAA.

And i got tons of photos not upload! Arghhh, eric doesn't want t take picture! Hopefully this coming saturday i can make all of them take a group photo!And i can't wait for saturday seriously, double pay! Say yay!:D

And hopefully the crazy boss of mine will get sick or whatever things crop up and he shall not appear on saturday! HAHA, i am so mean!

Shall upload some pictures soon! ( I mean, 'soon'.)

Best friend ah meng!

2009-10-10T08:08:00.002+08:00

My best friend gave me this, even though his a fan of arsenal. Geeez, he really love me alot huh?(:

P/S: I can't wait for o's t finish. I am seriously dying.

Won't be updating very often now.

2009-10-07T19:17:00.001+08:00

I am very very sick about life now. When will such pain be over?